That one rich farmer

Once there lived a rich farmer, his name is Mr. Lee. Later years on, he had two sons. The older son named Joshua whilst the younger son named Steven. Since young, they had been living together happily and free.
But years went by, until they reach their age of adulthood. Mr. Lee decides to split his shares into two,giving it to his both sons. Joshua was glad with his share, which is half of the land and he began to earn money by improving the land and hiring more workers to work at the farm. Steven, however, is not really happy with  his share. Slowly, he began to get restless because he was unhappy with his lot. He sees that his older brother is earning a lot of money while he is  earning nothing besides his small business in the city.

One day, Steven decided to talk to his father about the share that he was unhappy about.

“Father, I want to talk to you about the shares that you gave us.” Steven said.

“What's wrong with it son? Aren't you happy about it?” Mr. Lee questioned his son with a weak tone.

“I don't feel that the share is fair,we had the shares but  Joshua is earning more than I, I think Joshua’s land is better than mine, therefore I need a bigger shares rather than a piece of land in the farm.”Steven said.

“Son, you know I'm a fair guy. Besides, Joshua knows who to manage his land, why can't you follow his steps to success? This decision had been made for quite a long time, I advise you to just stick to your own share and manage it wisely.”his father advised him.

“No means no, I can wait and see my money flow being so slow. Besides, you're old and ignorant. Of course you won't listen to me, you only listen to your precious Joshua, aren't you!?I'm going back to my room.”Joshua shouted in a stern voice and left the room, leaving his father in shocked.

The next day his father decided to meet his younger son and decided to tell him that he is giving a third of his property.

But later then, Steven decided to sell his share of the property and left for another country. He began to led a luxurious life, he then decided to spent a lot of his money on gambling. Bit by bit, he then spend all of his money on casinos and betting. He later became a pauper and regret that he did not listen to his father's advise.

Holiday, what a stress!

Holiday, what do you think of? Traveling around, relax, stress free? To me.... Well, I'm 24/7 stress now 😅😅 I'm having 22+ homework, including tuition. And I need to settle it by wed cause my brain told me too. Besides, we students have the thinking of "not having good results is equals to going to be look down in community, especially parents and teachers.
Like me, my English results have never been in flying colours before, not even a good marks. And I still need to balance out my other results such as add maths and so on.
Like what the physiologist people had told, students with 24/7 stress is most likely to fail their test, causing them to be looked down. In a more serious case, it could lead to depression and suicide.
People always say that students only know how to play games, watch YouTube and so on. So you're telling me that you have never touch YouTube before? You had never take a break from community? Have you been studying /working for 24/7¿?
Admit it, all of us always wanted the "stress free days"  to come along. But the truth is, economic is going downhill, and life is tough now. I know, you know, we all know.... Well except for some people who always only know how to buy those expensive make up and fashion. And never care of their studies....
I'm going to stop venting here, the next thing you know I'm going to talk about the government 😅😅
So yeah..... Stay tune.

The 5th dimension (transition words pt2)

Today, we are going to talk about something deep. The fifth dimension. People say it's an illusion just to make people think it's fake, yes we cannot experience it in real life as a fifth dimensions Contrast with redefine a fourth dimension’s reality. But, we can feel the fifth dimension  mentally.

We are living during a monumental time in which humanity is experiencing a shift to higher consciousness. We are shifting from 3rd dimension consciousness to 5th dimension consciousness. The following is what one may experience once they have reached 5th dimension consciousness and beyond:
When a person reaches 5th dimension consciousness, they may experience existing in a permanent state of peace, bliss, love, and joy. No effort is required on their part to remain in this state. This takes place naturally and automatically. All dissonant energy is automatically filtered out.
In addition to automatically existing in a permanent state of peace, bliss, love, and joy, people who have reached 5th dimension consciousness may begin to automatically see themselves in everyone whether it be humans or animals. They may also begin to automatically feel love for everyone.
Furthermore, no negative thoughts stream into the mind of a person who has reached 5th dimension consciousness. In fact, all negative thoughts are automatically filtered out of their mind.
The mind is also automatically quiet without the constant chatter that flows into the 3rd dimension mind. In fact, there are not very many thoughts that enter a mind that has reached 5th dimension consciousness unless the thoughts are necessary in moving them from one event or moment to the next event or moment.
When a person reaches 5th dimension consciousness, their perception of time may slow down considerably. Time on the clock of the wall may seem to pass by more quickly, but the mind does not perceive that very much time has passed. This may be compared to what is said happens when a person experiences physical death. During physical death, a person transitions from 3rd dimension consciousness to 4th dimension consciousness. It is said that while years may pass on the Earth, it may seem like only minutes have passed in the spirit world. Our perception of time slows down as we transition from 3rd dimension consciousness to 4th dimension consciousness during physical death. This is why it may seem that not much time has passed in the spirit world while a lot of time has passed on the Earth.

Merdeka! (transition words pt1)

So, what's Hari Merdeka?
Well, Hari Merdeka also known as Hari Kebangsaan (National day), refers to the day when the Federation 's independence from the British Empire was officially declared. At exactly 09:30 on 31 August 1957, the declaration was read by the first Chief Minister of Malaya, Tunku Abdul Rahman at the Merdeka Stadium in the presence of thousands of people including Malay Rulers , members of the federal government, and foreign dignitaries.
On 30th of August, my school had celebrated Merdeka as the actual day is a public holiday. This year's theme is sehati sejiwa. Aka one heart one soul. What's the meaning of it? Well, it means that we need to put our hearts together to make a better Malaysia, not physically, but mentally. Although our country is in a stable conditions,it will be much better if be can improve through our society like the problem about 1MDB and such, but that's besides the case now. So back to the story, We were so excited , partially because we can skip quite a lot of classes 😁. Besides, who won't be excited about Merdeka. It marks our nation's independence day! There was a prize giving ceremony, and I'm surprised that I won 5th place for pertandingan pendidikan moral(even though my drawing is... Not amusing 😅😅😅)
My school had also decided to give each of us RM3 coupon for recess, but my friends and I didn't not use it as the line to buy food is so long it felt like is going to take eternity like really, they need to reconsider this as there is like a thousand students trying to buy from a same stall. So we decided to go to the  koperasi and buy drinks. Besides that, we have also decided to picnic in the class with the food that we bought from home. Even though most of my friends were absence on that day, we had lot of fun in school. But it will be much better if they're there in the scene.
That's most of the Merdeka celebration that we had in school, till then, stay tune😁😁😁

The trip of a Melanie

I'm depending on you, so let's not think about it again ~~~

Walking down the path that seems familiar, past a child who's confused, but understood about what's happening. Suddenly, everything is pitch black, as black as the colour black could be. And only thing you can hear, what's this song.
"1, 2, melatonin is coming for you
3, 4, baby, won't you lock the door?
5, 6, I'm done with this
7, 8, it's getting late, so close your eyes, sleep for days"
It felt like you hear this song before, but you can't put your finger on it. So you decided to walk towards the song.

"Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm fucking crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too"
You remember now, you remember the person who tried to kidnap you.

"Ashes, ashes, time to go down
Ooh, honey do you want me now?
Can't take it anymore, need to put you to bed
Sing you a lullaby where you die at the end"
Feeling nostalgic, you remember after being kidnapped, the first thing the person told you to do is to make cookies with milk.

"9, 10, never want to see you again
11, 12, I pull off black so well
Shit behind the curtain that I'm sick of sugarcoatin'
Next time you're alone, think twice when you grab the phone"
Oh, while thinking, the feeling of killing him hits you. While looking in the bag of groceries, you saw a bottle of blue sparkling liquid. You remembered that that's a bottle of rat poison, and you know just what to do with it.

"Ashes, ashes, time to go down
Ooh, honey do you want me now?
Can't take it anymore, need to put you to bed
Sing you a lullaby where you die at the end"
His back, you're scared and nervous. Scared that the plan will back fire.  But you know, you're prepared for this.

Dear friends

Dear friends, its okay to tell me when I'm wrong...
Cause nobody's perfect in this world~
Dear friends, I'm sorry if I look crazy,
Cause I'm always scared, hurting you~

Dear friends, have you ever seen the real me?
Have you seen my tear, my fears, my emotion... ~
It's funny, how you guys always says,
That my life, is your dream...
I guess, you never understand it.
I guess, it's best to leave it like this. ~
Cause I know, you won't get it. And you'll never will, and never want to... ~~

Dear friends, if you seems to hate me,
It's okay, I'm used to it.
Just say it out, don't keep it in.
And there, you go...
Cause I know,
I'm the cause of everything..... ~

Dear friends, every time you say I'm hard working, because I have a reason.
To show the world, that I'm not dumb, useless, stupid like they thought.

Dear friends, if one day I lose my self...

Just let go. 

After all, this is just a blank dream, waiting for you to wake up 

From a nightmare. 

Pokemon Go, yay or nay?

As you can see, pokemon Go has been taking over the world by hand, or by game. And now, pokemon Go had came to Malaysia on August 5th. Now a days I can see people walking around, holding their phones to find some Pokemons. Some even cycle around their neighbourhood just to catch them, or even hatch the lucky eggs. Some who are well, desperate... Will drive while playing.
Because of the popularity of this game, many of my friends has also been playing this game, some may even have reached level 30 in such a short time. And so this game had been a hot topic to talk about in school. So the question is, Pokemon Go, yay or nay?
Before we start, let's talk about the concept of pokemon Go.
So what's the fuss about pokemon Go? Well, Pokémon Go is an augmented reality game app in which you walk around capturing virtual Pokémon in the real world and to blow your mind, In terms of app downloads for Android users, the game has already surpassed Tinder and is expected to surpass Twitter soon.
Let go through the pros and the cons shall we?
Pros :-
1)’s fun, so it provides positive reward in and of itself.Pokémon Go is fun and simple to play. This provides incentive for people to get off the couch and walk around their neighborhood.  which means that if you can go out and experience the positive rewards of healthy behavior, like going to the gym, then you are more likely to feel better and create a positive feedback loop to pursue more healthy behavior.
 2=The game is structured with clearly defined goals and step-wise levels.  Clear structure, immediate feedback, and attainable goals are all very helpful, especially for those with depression, to keep people interested and engaged. A lack of structure can keep people with low energy, fatigue, lack of motivation  and depressed mood .
 3)It's an easy conversation-starter and can help ease social anxiety. Social anxiety and depression are commonly marked by being socially withdrawn and feeling uncomfortable around other people. With social anxiety, it’s common to feel like you don’t fit in or that other people will judge you. This game has the flexibility to let you play alone but also to be around other people, so it gives you a way out if you want it but also the option to interact with others over something you share in common, so it's low risk interaction.

But now, what are the cons then?
1)it gets you outside, but you’re still on your phone. While the app does encourage outdoor play, you’re still plugged into technology. (As one teen pointed out to me: Watch out, the game will drain your batteries!) This may not change your life if you're already typically on your phone while walking outside.

 2)Playing the app makes you more distracted. The app itself features a disclaimer cautioning you to be alert and aware of where you’re going while you’re playing, but there have already been reports of injuries incurred when playing the game. It does put the mind into ablended reality state, in which you’re not quite in the real “present moment” since your eyes are focused on the phone looking at something that isn’t actually there in reality.
 3=The game puts you in a heightened "stressed" state. Since you’re technically trying to find and catch something, your body is most likely in a fight-or-flight state, meaning your adrenaline is pumping and your heart rate is a bit higher than usual. For a short period, this can be fun, but long-term, you can experience fatigue and feel more worn out, so it’s important to take breaks and make sure you’re not experiencing side effects of excessive gaming.
4) The game could cause you to spend more time on your phone and make you less social. Playing the game could actually make you less social and increase the time you're on your phone and not interacting with people "IRL." But this will vary based on an individual's experience.
 So yeah, this are the pros and cons about pokemon Go. If you want to see more about facts and random blog, comment, share and anything! Till then, bye!