Things that happened in 2016

2016 has been terrible year for some of us, but not all things is bad right? Here are some of the good things that happened :

Gene editing
Professor Sophien Kamoun is a plant biologist from Tunisia. He has always been interested in plant diseases, particularly after seeing the devastating effects of pesticides in developing countries.
Every year, thousands die after using pesticides on diseased crops. What if you could create a type of plant that doesn't get diseases?

Professor Kamoun's Norwich lab aims to develop novel disease-resistant crops
That's what Sophien Kamoun has been experimenting with in his lab at Norwich University, using a new technique invented in the US that came of age this year - gene editing. It allows scientists to modify the genes of living things like plants.
Professor Kamoun experimented with editing the genes of a tomato plant so that it would no longer be susceptible to a particular disease.
First they isolated the gene that makes the tomato vulnerable to that disease. Then they removed the gene from the genome of the tomato. "And it became resilient to the fungal disease," he says.
Gene editing is an incredibly powerful tool. There are real concerns about how such a technology could be used, but regulate it properly, and you could change the way we feed the world.
"Every year we lose enough food to feed hundreds of millions of people to pathogens and parasites," he says. "If we could make some of our crops more resilient, then that would be an unique achievement."

Media captionFergus Walsh explains how gene editing works
It is not only plant biologists who are experimenting with gene editing: doctors are using it to reverse the mutations that cause blindness, to stop cancer cells from multiplying and to make cells resistant to the virus that causes AIDS.
It is why some have called gene editing the invention of the century.
Malaria in Sri Lanka
In 2009, the Sri Lankan government decided to do something extraordinary: to try to eradicate malaria in less than five years.
Dr Hemantha Herath was one of those leading the campaign. He spent years going round the country treating people with malaria.
The lucky ones survived. The unlucky ones could fall into a coma and die. That is why the government wanted to get rid of malaria completely. They had tried to do it before, but when the civil war broke out in the 1980s, health workers couldn't get to the worst affected areas.

When the war ended in 2009, the government saw an opportunity. They decided to track down every last case of malaria, including people who did not even know they had it. It was a bold strategy which no other country had tried.
They tested any patient who came to a hospital who had had a fever in the past. If they had malaria, not only would they be treated, but their family would be tested and their home sprayed with insecticide.
Then health workers went after the mosquitoes themselves. And to catch them, they offered themselves up as bait.
Those efforts paid off. This year it was made official: Sri Lanka is now malaria-free. For Dr Herath, it was a moment of great pride. "We showed to the world that malaria can be eliminated."
Solar plane circumnavigation
When Bertrand Piccard was little he was scared of heights. One day, he decided to cure himself by hangliding.
He didn't just conquered his fear of heights: he became obsessed and was soon leaping off 3000m high mountains, doing hanglider acrobatics.

Bertrand Piccard was determined to fly around the world without using any fuel
Aged 40, he travelled non-stop around the world in a hot air balloon. He made history, but didn't like having to burn propane gas to keep the balloon airborne.
He made a promise: the next time he flew around the world it would be with no fuel. Concerned about rising carbon dioxide emissions, he wanted to show what clean technology could do.
And so the idea for a solar-powered plane was born.
Seventeen years later, after working on several prototypes, his plane was ready. On its outside were over 17,000 solar cells.

So, I hope you're having a good time. Happy new year!

The fear of age lining in families

Why does people always target someone who's in capable of defending themselves. Why is the whole so selfish? Why do people choose the second child over the first? Does the oldest child need to commit suicide just to prove their family wrong?
Call the doctor when you're sick, physically hurt. But not mentally hurt.
Is there a problem of being alive?
I've seen enough news. Students commit suicide because of the fear of exams, pressure from surrounding, family members and so on. People running away from homes. Can't you see, the pressure and selfishness has cause all this problems. Do you think that a child will be all okay just because you love the second but not the first? It's not fair for the first child. I have been surviving with the concept of single parented. And now you want me to get your concept of "the first child is a burden, the others is heaven"??
How pathetic, the fact that they always say that" the oldest need to respect the younger " but do you know, your" beloved" 10 years old grandchild loves swearing and pushing all her problems to me. Making me the black sheep? Oh it's been 8-9 years since she came here for "babysitting " and how much I just want to slit myself to sleep. Do you think this is fair? All those years, I've been telling the truth, and no one trusted me. The fact that I can't tell my dad because of personal reasons... But from all the things that I've remembered, I'm always the monster of this family. My friends always going around saying that their family only know how to harvest them without giving you any family feelings, but I don't wanna say out my problems. But not I just cant contain it anymore. The fact that"the longer the suffer, the easier to understand " have make me into the longer it gets, the harder to not understand makes me wanna... Well, end something.
This post was not really supposed to be published as I don't wanna my friends to go around and" pity" me. But I have nothing to post for my assignment. So here you go teacher, this is my I hate long writing, the longer I write the more I express, but not in a good way.

Two steps from heaven TVB series

Hey there! Have you heard of "two steps from heaven"? It's a TVB series. Here's the synopsis of the series 😊

Sheldon Chun (Bosco Wong), Sean Fung (Edwin Siu), and Tim Yau (Louis Cheung) are the “Iron Triangle” of The Rainmakers, a well-known and influential public relations company in Hong Kong. With their canny tongues and sharp wit, the three PR masters slide smoothly into the upper layers of society.

Under fate’s calling, Sean re-encounters ex-girlfriend Max Ku (Priscilla Wong) and her younger brother Ted (FAMA’s 6-Wing), who turn out to be the children of a powerful real estate mogul Ku Fuk-sang (Pat Poon). Under the leadership of Max’s older half-sister Selina (Alice Chan), the business becomes one of the top players in Hong Kong’s real estate industry. With Max pulling the ropes behind the scenes, the PR trio enter a period of prosperity, and they do whatever they can to make their way to the top.

But the higher they climb, the more they have to lose. They eventually forsake their families, loved ones, friends, and even their dignity—all because of one woman.

After watching finish this series, I can believe that it make me mad, shocked and a whole lot more! If you're interested in PR, inter war against economic and violence (and lust if you are okay with that) then this is a must watch series for you!

The semicolon project

Have you ever seen a semicolon tattoo? Or a semicolon movement?
Not much people hear about it, but there's not less people are in the movement. Let's talk about the history shall we?
This began in the spring of 2013, when Project Semicolon Founder, Amy Bleuel wanted to honor her father whom she lost to suicide. Through the semicolon symbol many related to the struggle of depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide and their will to continue on. The title, “Project Semicolon,” also represented a goal – to believe that this is not the end but a new beginning.

As the days passed and the project was developed further, it became clear that this symbol was not just about one person. We heard from people longing to continue their story and live a life that would inspire others to continue on as well.

Over the years Project Semicolon has become much more than just one person honoring a parent. Through musician support and social media, the message of hope and love has reached a big audience in many different countries, more than we could have ever anticipated.

Project Semicolon is honored to be a part of those continuing stories, and to be an inspiration to those who are struggling.

The semicolon is an important piece of punctuation and is a perfect symbol for those who are struggling. As Amy says, “A semicolon is used when an author could've chosen to end their sentence, but chose not to. The author is you and the sentence is your life.”

This is why when you saw a semicolon tattoo or a temporary tattoo, don't look low on them, as you never know what they have been through before. And me myself, have joined the movement for the better of those who had been through.

It's holiday! Totally boring! XD

Finally, it's the year end holiday! And in my country /place, there's usually the good news, and the bad news. Usually is only bad news but it depends on your family.
Usually the good news is that you can take the holiday off. For example, your parents will bring you for a vacation, sometimes you get to go to the museum or a science park. Other times, you get the best deal and to us it's the best coupon  to redeem 😂😂. This so called coupons can be known as "no homework month" because Asian parent tend to give us a lot, I say A LOT of homework.
Now, not just our parents are giving us work. but our "beloved" head master is pushing all our subject's teachers to give us homework for the rest of the holiday! I mean, come on its holiday. Cut us some slack!
So back to holidays or aka our slacking holiday season XD

Other than that, holiday is also the time where you can know whether your parents is giving- I mean talk bad about you. Trust me, if you wanna know, it must be now. Sometimes this will turn out to be pretty bad because they maybe saying stuff like :"oh, why is my child like this/why is my child so stupid and useless " and so on. Yes this is all the insults I get before and I'm kinda(?)  use too it? But anyways, parents are too much and their the main reason students these days rather commit suicide than talking to them about their problems.
Think about it, parents these days only know how to scold us, insult us. Did they ever compliment us, say oh, you have improved in your results even though it's only an improvement of 5 marks?? Do they??? Now a days as long as you're not first in class, you're consider stupid, useless pathetic. That's why I hate those parents, I can't trust them. How many times they betrayed you, how many times they scold you out of no reason, and you want to to admit all that? What you ever consider us as your child?

Ah, I can't just stop all the ranting just like this 😅😅anyways, thank you for your support.

The memories? Nah, the nightmare memory

Memories, oh everyone have at least one beautiful memory. Like how they enjoyed their holiday, how they scored their paper and so on.

But I do have something to vent about. On the last day of school when I was walking around in the  school where suddenly my classmates asked whether I wanna follow them to other classes. I was going to say yes until they ask which class I wanna go, like which class I have good friends, or even friends.
I declined the offer immediately. I not saying that I'm being a meanie of something. Is just that everyone has their own friends, and I don't want to just brag in them. Even though everyone is always,"oh youre lucky to have so many friends/oh you have friends on almost every class? Cool! " and so on. I'm actually being fed up to this comments so much I felt like sewing up their mouths. I'm saying this because most of my friends now going around saying :" oh,  I have only had that ONE best friend in my WHOLE LIFE. "I can't believe there's some who also says that they have NO friends in school like they don't even know who the heck their talking to. Like, hello??? Does that mean I'm just a lost soul in school, so that you can't pretend to have NO FRIENDS??
now a days people just like to pretend to others. Come on, can't you just take a cup of water/tea/bleachcauseyouknowyoubeingthepretenderandothers and think about your life. Are you sure that you never meet me? Actually I don't even mind already after all this years. in fact, I wish that I could be far away from here, and enjoy myself, especially away from those people who thinks that I'm a ghost and my 'beloved' of cousin sis who wish that I was dead so badly. Oh I know, the days is near. You're wish is going to be real very soon you little twine.

If any of you have a friend like this, you can always share this song with them. Trust me, is either they bully you of fear you😊😁
https://soundcloud.com/fandom-artist-347/spoilers-well-meet-again-bill-cipher-cover

The fear of speaking

Glossophobia or speech anxietyis the fear of public speaking or of speaking in general. The wordglossophobia comes from the Greek γλῶσσα glōssa, meaning tongue, and φόβος phobos, fear or dread. Many people only have this fear, while others may also have social phobia or social anxiety disorder.
This is what came out of Google. It's like an anxiety. But I'm not talking about that today, I'm talking about the fear of speaking, which is will happen when you're trying to help a depressed person.
I have been in this situation a couple of times, and I honestly telling you. It hurts..
There's a few times where my friends is going through a lot of stressful times. Most of the time I just don't know what to say, or what to do.
This situation will always make you felt like you're useless, pathetic. But really inside, you're not.
This is not common as most of the people in this world is either brutally honest or just really bad. Fortunately, there's still people who are good.
This is one of the fears that, me myself is still trying to find the "cure"  to it.
If I ever find it, I'll add it to this post.
If you have any fear you want to talk about, feel free to drop a message 😄. I'll try to help :)
Thanks for reading this post and have a fantastic day.

The fear of being left out

Have you ever have a group of friends? It sure is nice right? Inviting you to outing  or shopping. They goes like :hey! Wanna go for a walk, like to be away from school and family?
And  suddenly, you're doing your assignment, studying... By yourself?
This is what we called, being left out.
Some people have the fear of being left out. This will lead to depression and anxiety.
Although not much people experience this, but there's still people who's in this situation now.
There's ways of overcoming it. But it takes courage and time
Among the things you can do it by making now friends. Making new friends can improve your mood and attitude, if you found a good friend that is.

The fear of trust in family.

Have you ever been in a situation where you need to trust someone, like your family? Let's turn the question around. Have your family trusted you?
I have been in this situation where my family does not trust me. For 6 years, I have been forcing myself to not feel, to not cry. But it always seems to fail.
For example, you have a cousin sister and a cousin brother. Everyone in the family loves your cousin sister, so she took the advantage of it. Every time where she did something wrong, she will put the blame on you. The that's where the problem came in. They don't trust you, even if you're not in the scene.
The longer it gets, the more corrupted it becomes.
What ever you do, don't reach that point.
It kills you, slowly and painful.
Please, don't.

Diwali

Diwali or Deepavali is the Hindu festival of lights celebrated every year in autumn in the northern hemisphere (spring in southern hemisphere). It is an official holiday in Malaysia, Mauritius, Myanmar and others. One of the major festivals of Hinduism, it spiritually signifies the victory of light over darkness, good over evil, knowledge over ignorance, and hope over despair.Its celebration includes millions of lights shining on housetops, outside doors and windows, around temples and other buildings in the communities and countries where it is observed.

Before Diwali night, people clean, renovate, and decorate their homes and offices.On Diwali night, people dress up in new clothes or their best outfit, light up the lamps and candles inside and outside their home, participate in family puja (prayers) typically to  Lakshmi – the goddess of fertility and prosperity. After puja, fireworks follow,then a family feast including mithai ,and an exchange of gifts between family members and close friends. Deepavali also marks a major shopping period in nations where it is celebrated.

The name of festive days as well as the rituals of Diwali vary significantly among Hindus, based on the region of India. In many parts of India, the festivities start with Dhanteras (in Northern and Western part of India), followed Naraka Chaturdasi on second day, Deepavali on the third day, Diwali Padvadedicated to wife–husband relationship on the fourth day, and festivities end with Bhaji Dooj dedicated to sister–brother bond on the fifth day.  Dhanteras usually falls eighteen days after Dussehra.

Dimensions - the advance

Today, we are going to continue in the next 5 dimensions, which is the last five. (I mean, there's only 10)

In the sixth, we would see a plane of possible worlds, where we could compare and position all the possible universes that start with the same initial conditions as this one (i.e. the Big Bang). In theory, if you could master the fifth and sixth dimension, you could travel back in time or go to different futures.

In the seventh dimension, you have access to the possible worlds that start with different initial conditions. Whereas in the fifth and sixth, the initial conditions were the same and subsequent actions were different, here, everything is different from the very beginning of time.

The eighth dimension again gives us a plane of such possible universe histories, each of which begins with different initial conditions and branches out infinitely (hence why they are called infinities).

In the ninth dimension, we can compare all the possible universe histories, starting with all the different possible laws of physics and initial conditions.

In the tenth and final dimension, we arrive at the point in which everything possible and imaginable is covered. Beyond this, nothing can be imagined by us lowly mortals, which makes it the natural limitation of what we can conceive in terms of dimensions.
Yes,this is short. But this is most of the research that I did for now. Others, we are counting on our scientists to do.

Dimensions - the basis

In 1884, Edwin A. Abbot published a novel that depicts the problem of seeing dimensions beyond your own. In "Flatland: A Romance of Many Dimensions," Abbot describes the life of a square in a two-dimensional world. Living in 2-D means that the square is surrounded by circles, triangles and rectangles, but all the square sees are other lines. One day, the square is visited by a sphere. On first glance, the sphere just looks like a circle to the square, and the square can't comprehend what the sphere means when he explains 3-D objects. Eventually, the sphere takes the square to the 3-D world, and the square understands. He sees not just lines, but entire shapes that have depth. Emboldened, the square asks the sphere what exists beyond the 3-D world; the sphere is appalled. The sphere can't comprehend a world beyond this, and in this way, stands in for the reader. Our brains aren't trained to see anything other than our world, and it will likely take something from another dimension to make us understand.
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When someone mentions “different dimensions,” we tend to think of things like parallel universes – alternate realities that exist parallel to our own, but where things work or happened differently. However, the reality of dimensions and how they play a role in the ordering of our Universe is really quite different from this popular characterization.

To break it down, dimensions are simply the different facets of what we perceive to be reality. We are immediately aware of the three dimensions that surround us on a daily basis – those that define the length, width, and depth of all objects in our universes (the x, y, and z axes, respectively).

Beyond these three visible dimensions, scientists believe that there may many more. In fact, the theoretical framework of Superstring Theory posits that the universe exists in ten different dimensions. These different aspects are what govern the universe, the fundamental forces of nature, and all the elementary particles. Today, I'm going to cut to the first three dimensions. The ones that we can see and feel.

The first dimension, as already noted, is that which gives it length (aka. the x-axis). A good description of a one-dimensional object is a straight line, which exists only in terms of length and has no other discernible qualities. Add to it a second dimension, the y-axis (or height), and you get an object that becomes a 2-dimensional shape (like a square).

The third dimension involves depth (the z-axis), and gives all objects a sense of area and a cross-section. The perfect example of this is a cube, which exists in three dimensions and has a length, width, depth, and hence volume. Beyond these three lie the seven dimensions which are not immediately apparent to us, but which can be still be perceived as having a direct effect on the universe and reality as we know it.

An old vent from an old me.

Thinking back to the old days, I've always wonder..... Does friends treat you as their friends.
Yeah, stuff have been happening and stuff.... And I'm sorry for what had happened for this whole time. The thing is, people always say true friends stab you in front rather than your back.
Sometime, not all problems can be kept in your heart for a long time. And today, I want to let it out. Even if I'm going to get scold by them, like they always say. Truth hurts.
I don't want to talk much about others, but I just want to focus on this specific group. Called Craymination group.
My group tend to have special people, those who's smart as heck but they still have humour in them. People who almost every time have a crush on someone(truth!)  but seem to be okay with it. And others...
I don't even know how or what to start with. Well.... One way or another. (I'm going to name by a short name so yeah) Nora, you're always the one who's determine, but we all have the same problem, parents. Yes, parents can be  stubborn, but think about it. If you're them, and your child is a person who is short tempered, always wants to succeed but sleeps in class. If I were them, I'll be afraid for your future too you know(even we're friends).I'm sorry if I over cared and you dislike it. But I hoped that things will change for the good. Respect and appreciate your parents, you never know when will they be gone. And till then, it's too late.
Dear L, I know, I said this before.
"For what you have said, you look like you want to give yourself up. But it was a vice versa, and you had made people to believe that they failed, helping you. Thus telling them, that because of us, had make you gone. " I won't mind If you use this quote, I won't mind anymore. I always thought that if I help you, you may change. Guess your mother had pushed you to the end. I'm so sorry if I made you mad, including the time when we argued in the group, but that's besides the case now. The thing is, you said you always understand. But do you understand that if the more you ignore your mom's advice, won't your mom do the things that you never wanted? Is it because of what you did in the past, to cause this future? I can debate on this topic, as me myself does not have a mom to even relate to this. Reason that I'm acting differently before the exam week? I'm observing this group, seeing what will happen if I'm not around, despite that the only thing I can do is, make things worst. I never get what do you mean of you're the cause of it. No matter how many times I had made you, Lee and A to be mad at me, I over cared. Guess I always think of others before myself. Other things that you want to know, just ask, even if the question can make us be scared and cry. It's okay.
Lee, yes, my English will never be as good as yours. But it's okay, I'm learning, from you guys. Thanks you for letting me be a part of the group. Even if I'm not as good as you guys.
And I'm sorry for spoiling your book. Really sorry...
T. H, M, and K, just continue to be awesome. Thanks for helping me in my daily confusion towards a subject XD. And never forget on all the ship that you guys have done. It's funny, and I'll accept it, including the ones that you guys joke about on me and the others, I'm not mad. But truth to be told, it's funny.
R, life isn't it? You seems to be the quiet one sometimes. But I hope you can join more in our random chat of the day though, thanks for helping me in my essays, and not laughing about my mistake like the other two.
In this group, I always ask:"will I ever for in in this group? Will I finally be the normal kid? Will my friends just be my friends for that year, and go? I'm always scared, all the jokes, the laughter, I don't think is real anymore. I'm always afraid that I might screw up. I scared I'll lose my actual friends. I'm scared... That I'll be alone....

I have no talent at all, I cannot cycle, don't even start on unicycle. I can't write poets, I can't  write fantastic essays that can blow people's minds off. I can't understand maths in one go. I can't even draw. But you guys can, and you appreciate it. And I'm here, trying to find my talent. Even if it takes off my life. 

But all things come to an end, I just hoped that all things can come to a good turn for you guys, and me.

https://soundcloud.com/adham-safena-1/the-ghost-song

Once..

Once there's a girl, who's living a normal life. Till she went to secondary school.
In there, she found many type people. The fun people, the nerds, the social people, the helpful ones. But then came those people, this are the people whom she hate and tried to avoid. The girlys ones, the popular students, the sassy ones.
Oh, how she wish to have the best year of school. But it never came.
Funny, oh how people always say that they are your friend. But on the other side, they tell people that they don't have any friends in school.
She always thinks that she's a ghost in school, but she is okay with that since they don't want you to be their real friends, why waste your time on those bastard?
Life is long, but short at the same time. You never know when are you going to die, so live while you're here .
Friends, or best friend, or even good friends. Should always know when's the limit of it. If you really appreciate them as your friend, you won't go around, not admitting them as an only human, but a friend. Not going around say nobody understand you, not going around saying that no one is your friend. Don't even say that you never had a friend in school. Cause you, my friend. Are saying those years, the people who had talked to you, be with you, have fun with who. Is literally a disgrace to be your friend, scratch that, to be a living being to talk to you. The words that you have been saying, are like knives, stabbing the people that still here, thinking about you as a good friend. Maybe we won't understand you fully. Maybe, we're not worth your while.... At all.
But maybe, when one day, when all of us are gone. Maybe till then, you'll appreciate us.

That one rich farmer

Once there lived a rich farmer, his name is Mr. Lee. Later years on, he had two sons. The older son named Joshua whilst the younger son named Steven. Since young, they had been living together happily and free.
But years went by, until they reach their age of adulthood. Mr. Lee decides to split his shares into two,giving it to his both sons. Joshua was glad with his share, which is half of the land and he began to earn money by improving the land and hiring more workers to work at the farm. Steven, however, is not really happy with  his share. Slowly, he began to get restless because he was unhappy with his lot. He sees that his older brother is earning a lot of money while he is  earning nothing besides his small business in the city.

One day, Steven decided to talk to his father about the share that he was unhappy about.

“Father, I want to talk to you about the shares that you gave us.” Steven said.

“What's wrong with it son? Aren't you happy about it?” Mr. Lee questioned his son with a weak tone.

“I don't feel that the share is fair,we had the shares but  Joshua is earning more than I, I think Joshua’s land is better than mine, therefore I need a bigger shares rather than a piece of land in the farm.”Steven said.

“Son, you know I'm a fair guy. Besides, Joshua knows who to manage his land, why can't you follow his steps to success? This decision had been made for quite a long time, I advise you to just stick to your own share and manage it wisely.”his father advised him.

“No means no, I can wait and see my money flow being so slow. Besides, you're old and ignorant. Of course you won't listen to me, you only listen to your precious Joshua, aren't you!?I'm going back to my room.”Joshua shouted in a stern voice and left the room, leaving his father in shocked.

The next day his father decided to meet his younger son and decided to tell him that he is giving a third of his property.

But later then, Steven decided to sell his share of the property and left for another country. He began to led a luxurious life, he then decided to spent a lot of his money on gambling. Bit by bit, he then spend all of his money on casinos and betting. He later became a pauper and regret that he did not listen to his father's advise.

Holiday, what a stress!

Holiday, what do you think of? Traveling around, relax, stress free? To me.... Well, I'm 24/7 stress now 😅😅 I'm having 22+ homework, including tuition. And I need to settle it by wed cause my brain told me too. Besides, we students have the thinking of "not having good results is equals to going to be look down in community, especially parents and teachers.
Like me, my English results have never been in flying colours before, not even a good marks. And I still need to balance out my other results such as add maths and so on.
Like what the physiologist people had told, students with 24/7 stress is most likely to fail their test, causing them to be looked down. In a more serious case, it could lead to depression and suicide.
People always say that students only know how to play games, watch YouTube and so on. So you're telling me that you have never touch YouTube before? You had never take a break from community? Have you been studying /working for 24/7¿?
Admit it, all of us always wanted the "stress free days"  to come along. But the truth is, economic is going downhill, and life is tough now. I know, you know, we all know.... Well except for some people who always only know how to buy those expensive make up and fashion. And never care of their studies....
I'm going to stop venting here, the next thing you know I'm going to talk about the government 😅😅
So yeah..... Stay tune.

The 5th dimension (transition words pt2)

Today, we are going to talk about something deep. The fifth dimension. People say it's an illusion just to make people think it's fake, yes we cannot experience it in real life as a fifth dimensions Contrast with redefine a fourth dimension’s reality. But, we can feel the fifth dimension  mentally.

We are living during a monumental time in which humanity is experiencing a shift to higher consciousness. We are shifting from 3rd dimension consciousness to 5th dimension consciousness. The following is what one may experience once they have reached 5th dimension consciousness and beyond:
When a person reaches 5th dimension consciousness, they may experience existing in a permanent state of peace, bliss, love, and joy. No effort is required on their part to remain in this state. This takes place naturally and automatically. All dissonant energy is automatically filtered out.
In addition to automatically existing in a permanent state of peace, bliss, love, and joy, people who have reached 5th dimension consciousness may begin to automatically see themselves in everyone whether it be humans or animals. They may also begin to automatically feel love for everyone.
Furthermore, no negative thoughts stream into the mind of a person who has reached 5th dimension consciousness. In fact, all negative thoughts are automatically filtered out of their mind.
The mind is also automatically quiet without the constant chatter that flows into the 3rd dimension mind. In fact, there are not very many thoughts that enter a mind that has reached 5th dimension consciousness unless the thoughts are necessary in moving them from one event or moment to the next event or moment.
When a person reaches 5th dimension consciousness, their perception of time may slow down considerably. Time on the clock of the wall may seem to pass by more quickly, but the mind does not perceive that very much time has passed. This may be compared to what is said happens when a person experiences physical death. During physical death, a person transitions from 3rd dimension consciousness to 4th dimension consciousness. It is said that while years may pass on the Earth, it may seem like only minutes have passed in the spirit world. Our perception of time slows down as we transition from 3rd dimension consciousness to 4th dimension consciousness during physical death. This is why it may seem that not much time has passed in the spirit world while a lot of time has passed on the Earth.

Merdeka! (transition words pt1)

So, what's Hari Merdeka?
Well, Hari Merdeka also known as Hari Kebangsaan (National day), refers to the day when the Federation 's independence from the British Empire was officially declared. At exactly 09:30 on 31 August 1957, the declaration was read by the first Chief Minister of Malaya, Tunku Abdul Rahman at the Merdeka Stadium in the presence of thousands of people including Malay Rulers , members of the federal government, and foreign dignitaries.
On 30th of August, my school had celebrated Merdeka as the actual day is a public holiday. This year's theme is sehati sejiwa. Aka one heart one soul. What's the meaning of it? Well, it means that we need to put our hearts together to make a better Malaysia, not physically, but mentally. Although our country is in a stable conditions,it will be much better if be can improve through our society like the problem about 1MDB and such, but that's besides the case now. So back to the story, We were so excited , partially because we can skip quite a lot of classes 😁. Besides, who won't be excited about Merdeka. It marks our nation's independence day! There was a prize giving ceremony, and I'm surprised that I won 5th place for pertandingan pendidikan moral(even though my drawing is... Not amusing 😅😅😅)
My school had also decided to give each of us RM3 coupon for recess, but my friends and I didn't not use it as the line to buy food is so long it felt like is going to take eternity like really, they need to reconsider this as there is like a thousand students trying to buy from a same stall. So we decided to go to the  koperasi and buy drinks. Besides that, we have also decided to picnic in the class with the food that we bought from home. Even though most of my friends were absence on that day, we had lot of fun in school. But it will be much better if they're there in the scene.
That's most of the Merdeka celebration that we had in school, till then, stay tune😁😁😁

The trip of a Melanie

I'm depending on you, so let's not think about it again ~~~

Walking down the path that seems familiar, past a child who's confused, but understood about what's happening. Suddenly, everything is pitch black, as black as the colour black could be. And only thing you can hear, what's this song.
"1, 2, melatonin is coming for you
3, 4, baby, won't you lock the door?
5, 6, I'm done with this
7, 8, it's getting late, so close your eyes, sleep for days"
It felt like you hear this song before, but you can't put your finger on it. So you decided to walk towards the song.

"Hush, little baby, drink your spoiled milk
I'm fucking crazy, need my prescription filled
Do you like my cookies? They're made just for you
A little bit of sugar, but lots of poison, too"
You remember now, you remember the person who tried to kidnap you.

"Ashes, ashes, time to go down
Ooh, honey do you want me now?
Can't take it anymore, need to put you to bed
Sing you a lullaby where you die at the end"
Feeling nostalgic, you remember after being kidnapped, the first thing the person told you to do is to make cookies with milk.

"9, 10, never want to see you again
11, 12, I pull off black so well
Shit behind the curtain that I'm sick of sugarcoatin'
Next time you're alone, think twice when you grab the phone"
Oh, while thinking, the feeling of killing him hits you. While looking in the bag of groceries, you saw a bottle of blue sparkling liquid. You remembered that that's a bottle of rat poison, and you know just what to do with it.

"Ashes, ashes, time to go down
Ooh, honey do you want me now?
Can't take it anymore, need to put you to bed
Sing you a lullaby where you die at the end"
His back, you're scared and nervous. Scared that the plan will back fire.  But you know, you're prepared for this.

Dear friends

Dear friends, its okay to tell me when I'm wrong...
Cause nobody's perfect in this world~
Dear friends, I'm sorry if I look crazy,
Cause I'm always scared, hurting you~

Dear friends, have you ever seen the real me?
Have you seen my tear, my fears, my emotion... ~
It's funny, how you guys always says,
That my life, is your dream...
I guess, you never understand it.
I guess, it's best to leave it like this. ~
Cause I know, you won't get it. And you'll never will, and never want to... ~~

Dear friends, if you seems to hate me,
It's okay, I'm used to it.
Just say it out, don't keep it in.
And there, you go...
Cause I know,
I'm the cause of everything..... ~

Dear friends, every time you say I'm hard working, because I have a reason.
To show the world, that I'm not dumb, useless, stupid like they thought.

Dear friends, if one day I lose my self...

Just let go. 

After all, this is just a blank dream, waiting for you to wake up 

From a nightmare. 

Pokemon Go, yay or nay?

As you can see, pokemon Go has been taking over the world by hand, or by game. And now, pokemon Go had came to Malaysia on August 5th. Now a days I can see people walking around, holding their phones to find some Pokemons. Some even cycle around their neighbourhood just to catch them, or even hatch the lucky eggs. Some who are well, desperate... Will drive while playing.
Because of the popularity of this game, many of my friends has also been playing this game, some may even have reached level 30 in such a short time. And so this game had been a hot topic to talk about in school. So the question is, Pokemon Go, yay or nay?
Before we start, let's talk about the concept of pokemon Go.
So what's the fuss about pokemon Go? Well, Pokémon Go is an augmented reality game app in which you walk around capturing virtual Pokémon in the real world and to blow your mind, In terms of app downloads for Android users, the game has already surpassed Tinder and is expected to surpass Twitter soon.
Let go through the pros and the cons shall we?
Pros :-
1)’s fun, so it provides positive reward in and of itself.Pokémon Go is fun and simple to play. This provides incentive for people to get off the couch and walk around their neighborhood.  which means that if you can go out and experience the positive rewards of healthy behavior, like going to the gym, then you are more likely to feel better and create a positive feedback loop to pursue more healthy behavior.
 2=The game is structured with clearly defined goals and step-wise levels.  Clear structure, immediate feedback, and attainable goals are all very helpful, especially for those with depression, to keep people interested and engaged. A lack of structure can keep people with low energy, fatigue, lack of motivation  and depressed mood .
 3)It's an easy conversation-starter and can help ease social anxiety. Social anxiety and depression are commonly marked by being socially withdrawn and feeling uncomfortable around other people. With social anxiety, it’s common to feel like you don’t fit in or that other people will judge you. This game has the flexibility to let you play alone but also to be around other people, so it gives you a way out if you want it but also the option to interact with others over something you share in common, so it's low risk interaction.

But now, what are the cons then?
1)it gets you outside, but you’re still on your phone. While the app does encourage outdoor play, you’re still plugged into technology. (As one teen pointed out to me: Watch out, the game will drain your batteries!) This may not change your life if you're already typically on your phone while walking outside.

 2)Playing the app makes you more distracted. The app itself features a disclaimer cautioning you to be alert and aware of where you’re going while you’re playing, but there have already been reports of injuries incurred when playing the game. It does put the mind into ablended reality state, in which you’re not quite in the real “present moment” since your eyes are focused on the phone looking at something that isn’t actually there in reality.
 3=The game puts you in a heightened "stressed" state. Since you’re technically trying to find and catch something, your body is most likely in a fight-or-flight state, meaning your adrenaline is pumping and your heart rate is a bit higher than usual. For a short period, this can be fun, but long-term, you can experience fatigue and feel more worn out, so it’s important to take breaks and make sure you’re not experiencing side effects of excessive gaming.
4) The game could cause you to spend more time on your phone and make you less social. Playing the game could actually make you less social and increase the time you're on your phone and not interacting with people "IRL." But this will vary based on an individual's experience.
 So yeah, this are the pros and cons about pokemon Go. If you want to see more about facts and random blog, comment, share and anything! Till then, bye!

Memory Road

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-6464th timeline found -
-negative of abnormalities-
-user:???? -
-heart rate:positive-

"huh? Where...... Am... I? "
Wasteland, that's all I can say. It felt like something huge, like a monster just came by. Suddenly, a swap of helicopters flew by, chasing something down, but it felt like.... Nothings there. Pin drop silence." I don't think those are helicopters, the fact that it makes no sound darling. "a woman walks near . probably should not had spoke so loud. " woah there, be careful. You don't want to hurt yourself don't you? I'm pretty sure you don't want to hurt yourself in this situation. "she joked. She have a slightly long black hair with neon blue highlight on the end of her hair. Bangs covering her right eye. Her shirt is slightly hard to describe as it looks like.... It's like a normal long sleeve shirt with electric patterns. With neon blue and black colours of course. Long black tight pants,and a neon blue shoes. But I prefer calling it tap dancing shoes cause it makes the tap sound everyone you walk. Haha, funny. "hmm, a quiet type eh?". She laughs, well to her self.
"oh, I forgot to introduce myself, my name is Ehco, Echo.V. What's yours?" Echo asked. "my name... Malenie..." she looks at me and shuhs me. "hey, I hate it when people lies, especially kids." she said, looking strict. "but hey, it's okay if you don't want to tell me your name. Lil mimi." she smiled.
"how did you know....?" I shockingly asked. "hmm, how should I say this, this... Is your world. And currently I'm trap here.... So.... Yah." she said, while rubbing her head. "my.. World? But I was in home just now...." this is getting very weird... My world? I was playing game just now? Can't a 13 newly twennager get a slack for once?? "to be exact, it's your memory realm. Haha I was kidding about your world, but it is really your world to be honest. I mean, doesn't your memories belong to the rightful owner??" she laugh, once again. I guess she loves laughing to her own jokes...
"hey cheer up, it felt like school has been tormenting you in lots of ways, especially your friends... Haha, friends, still remember mine. In a way, cannot be separated... But cut to the point. You only have like.. Few minutes here, so enjoy the ride while it last! "she cheered " but I don't want to enjoy.... The ride. "I said. Feeling a bit guilty" oh come on, it's just your memories, you can't say all of it are bad memories can you?"she looks at me. "well.... No-" she barged in legit immediately "well then let go!" suddenly, a train popped out from nowhere, waiting for us to ride it.
A ride to memory road, huh the irony. Looking through the memories, it's kinda hard for a girl who have like a first stage depression. When you look at a bad memory, you felt sad or angry. But if you look at a good memory, you'll cry too, missing the olden days. That's why I prefer calling this ride 'a trip to downhill land' wow claps to me.

' I'm not a piece of cake
For you to just discard
While you walk away
With the frosting of my heart
So I'm taking back, What's mine. ~'
It felt nice singing this part of the song, over and over again. It felt... Empty... Like... Me...
Hot liquid flowing down from my eyes, it felt, salty, but mostly it felt.. free. Nobody can scold me from crying, or even a sniff.
"you're special, you. Know that you're not okay, but you can still stand, without showing it out. "she smiled to me, a motherly smile." I know, few times you actually showed it out that you can't stand it anymore, but... Nobody see or saw you that way, they just see you as a weak, pathetic child. Especially your good friends, some laugh at you, some say'it's okay, it's just a small thing '. But through group messages they give more care to the others, even thought you don't even know them in real life. Hah, pathetic. But it's okay, not everything should be showed out, you know that those people will never appreciate what's in front of them but appreciate others whose not. "she looks at me, sobbing hysterically, but laughing at the same time." oh yeah, remember that one friend who always says that he knows like everything? But never get the chance to get a good result in class? That's was a way funny joke then your other memories, I mean, can he predict the future with that? "she laugh, this time with a passion laugh." yeah, Mason. That time when he argued with that Anderson was funny too. Apparently they like the same thing so they decided to make a collaboration, but heh, arguments always happens. "I joked." and remember that time that Marie always preach you or something like that? Knowing a person who's into moral value and stuff who never use her moral values? It's funny for that time of person who even preaching someone. I mean, different religious beliefs don't mean she can hold that book 24/7 and preach you. But don't tell the others, afterwards they think you're again them or something "she brings me into another memory, showing that specific memory." yeah, she can't be trusted either, after what she does, but thanks to her, our group result was a positive sign. "I smiled. " see? Not everything is bad, even though they are bad, but cheer up. Everything will just go the positive way, just the way you wanted this year to go. "
Beep, Beep, Beep.
" well times up, time to go back to reality "she said, a portal opening up in a colour mix." will we meet again? " I asked. Hoping for a yes.
" maybe, maybe we will"she smiled while looking at me going through the portal.
Beep, Beep, Beep.
"morning.. Welp, time to hope for the best. "
Before going downstairs , I saw a message on the computer.

'what ever you do, make, think. Use your heart, not your brain. Even though I'm in you're mind, don't worry about it - Echo. V '

" thanks,Echo. "with that, begins a new day.

" first was a warning, next was a lesson, third was a mistake and fourth was a regret. - depressed army"

Just a random vent.

Life, what have we become. What's happening....
Politics issues, religion issues, some even inter-issues, huh, don't even start talking about pokemon go.
Let's see from the people's view. Well, my view.
Ps:this is about me, not about the things I'd stated, I don't even wanna try to talk about it.
This week I have seen a lot of things, but mostly school issues. Yes, I use the word school issues.
Let's think:your friends was like, let's say, good friends. Suddenly acting strange, you will never know they will betray you right. Even if they use the word"hey, trust me, I can 'do'  this"
Don't even try, when you can't even past the first stage of being a friend, don't even say a good friend.
Yes, I seen worse. Who know, one day you're doing your group project, next thing you know the whole group decided to erase your name and the reason is 'she didn't do anything, please, the whole project thing? I did it my own, I didn't even, I say, even think to take away your name.
You could say past is in the past. But how will you forget if it happens, every year, every project, every time?
Sometimes even worse, I forgive you again and again and again, and what have you done? What did you choose? Talk back, that's all you did, talk back. Putting the blame on me, yeah yah, it's my fault. I'm that idiot who can see through that paper,I don't mind, did I blame you? No, why should I? Do you even know how many people, how many times they had called me idiot? Stupid? Useless?
"first time was a warning, next was a lesson, third was a mistake and fourth was a regret" that's one nice quote you know?
You don't. Even though your my good friend, you don't.
You think it's fun to even try to be happy? Don't even know what happened, and I'm not saying I'm 'hoping' for you to even check my vent, you don't know.
The way I always say that I miss last time because someone cared, the whole gang cared. They even know why am I acting like this, sometimes quite, sometime I can't control self, they know.
Maybe you know, but you're not showing.
Or its just me.
But anyways, after so long, I finally know where I'm standing.

S'V BQIO SRAUHCNB KR NTODWQG        

ZCUX, C QUWO HAKR CTQ ANTO OTHR C'O OKZQZXE AGWQH.

A random joke?

Last week when I went for Flag Day in SS2, some rather funny thing happened there and I can't say I didn't laugh out loud XD. When I was asking for donation, an uncle was smoking and he later throw the cigarette box on the road. Suddenly, a crow flew near and picked up the cigarette box and flew up to the wire on the lamp post. The crow later drop the cigarette box on the table where the uncle is eating, and this is where the fun part comes in. His wife shouted so loud people taught she was being robbed. She later explain why she was shocked when the crow drop the box on the table from a wire post. And I'm  in front of this whole incident, and trust me. It's hard to conceal your laughter when you're in this situation. XD

Open day

14 July 2016, the day that our school had our open day. So, what's open day? Open day is a day where early in the morning, parents with their children comes to school to know about the activities of their children. They will talk to our class teachers and know our results.
That morning, when I came to school, I was the first one to reach the class and usually 'tries' to sleep before the others come. Slowly, more of my friends came but not much. That day, only 18-19 of us came to school to take our so called 'report'. It was quite quiet that day until my friend bought game cards to school, it called 'fluxx'. We played the game whilst waiting for our parents to come. I manage to play 2 round of the game until my grandfather came. The rest just continue the game until their parents come.
After my grandfather spoke finish to the teachers, we went back home then later we went to my cousin's school.

Open day was okay except the part where lots of people was absent, maybe they don't want their parents to know? Or their just busy? Anyways this is the end of this week blog, stay tune!

Was it just a nightmare? (colours-narrative essay)

      Darkness,and that is all I can see.Not knowing what,when or why.Suddenly i heard a rustling voice,rasping toward me.Without thinking,i tried struggling to break free from what ever thing that is holding me back.I tried screaming for help,but not a single words came out from my mouth.it felt like I am stuck in the middle of the ocean.cannot feel yet speak.The person,or a guy spoke:"Don't move,your cuts could get worse."Shocked,I immediately calm down and stop the struggle."Good,now tell me,what can you remember?Like the last thing you did..."The guy asked then did some kind of magic that let me speak. Without asking, I answered,"Well, the last thing I remember is that it was night,and i was getting a drink in the kitchen ,and that's all."He went silent for quite sometime,then he replied."okay,I'm going to untie the blind fold"He did what he said,taking away my blindfold.

      "I can't express this.....place"I answered.This place,its like a colour palette.It has a dash of greenish blue in the sky,a dark pink shadow concealing the sun. Some part of the land is in an unexplainable colours, such as colours that is not supposed to be there. The is some abandoned looking houses, floating around like there is no gravity holding them except us. "huh, creepy right?" he chuffed. "but... Why am I here? What happened? How did I get here? Who are you? Where am I? Are you going to kill me or something?? Wh-" "woozy, settle down for a while, all this question is going to kill you " he barged in, laughing at the question and statements that I did, and possibilities of me going to do that again. "but to answer your questions. First, my name is Tad Strange , but you can call me Tad. Second, I just found you outside of my house garden, possibly that you have fallen down from somewhere. Where are you? Well you are in the nightmare realm of course. Why are you here? Well that I do not know." he guy, well, Tad answered. Until now, I only noticed his appearance. He wore a purplelish green like formal suit with a dark, charcoal black tail coat with a dark blueish tie. He also wears a black, long formal pants and black shoes.

      'nightmare realm? I'm pretty sure that I never heard of a place called nightmare realm... 'I thought for quite some time. "hey, starting to ponder in your mind I see. so my turn to question you back, what is your name and where did you came from?". He asked me back, in a bright way, I presume. "well, my name is Minx, and I'm from somewhere that you don't need to know." I answered not sure whether to trust him or not. "hey, you can trust me, I'm not like my brother you know." he scoffed. "huh, but I didn't..."  he cut me off again " of course you didn't, I read your mind silly." he laughed at the expression that I made. "um... Okay.. But-"  suddenly. Something, unspeakable happen.

     World going upside down. Colours are changing in a way that will make you upset, the houses that once levitate are now levitating upside down, in a funny way. Colours are dousing the houses and plants in colours that they not supposed to have. Suddenly two portals open up, one in the sky and one besides Tad. The one in the sky suddenly pulls out a few 'peoples'  or... Monsters...
"man that was fun, when are we going to do that again?? " one, small, grey, diamond shaped looking monster spoke." next time, krypton, next time. Now, where's is the mortal you have been talking about Pyronica? ". Said the yellow, pyramid looking demon." well, looks like this is your next stop Minx. "he spoke, but shuttered a little." but wait-"He then grab me and push me into the portal beside me. The portal is so colourful, it stared to make me dizzy and suddenly there's a pressure pushing me down the ground. Once I open my eye. I was in my room, laying on the floor. "what just.... Wait, what this?"  in my hand, is a square looking pendent. Inside looks like the so called nightmare realm. But instead of a picture, it was real, moving picture. And in my other hand, there was some writings on it. It says:"may we meet again, one sunny day. "

An Essay About Colours(2)

     Colours, what can you think about colours? Is it the big blue sky? Is it about the greenish grass? Colours can refer to many stuff such as emotions, feelings ,nature and much more. Our World is full of the richness of colours, yet sometimes we do not notice the positive site of them. The human eye and the human mind respond to this world of color and identify themselves with it, or you could say....without them, we will not understand them ,and we would not appreciate them. so, what can colours benefits us?

        As you can see or told, when a person is cheerful and bright we refer to him as a 'colourful personality', similarly the different colours are used to indicate human moods and attitudes. Colours such as blue is associated with sadness, green is told as disguise while red is associated with anger. Besides that, colours can also be used to relieve tension. Psychologists have investigated the effect of colour on the working ability of workers and have come to the conclusion that certain colors are more conducive to Positive thinking than others and vice versa.

       Other than that, colours can make up the colours of relationship, or to be specific,your friendship. For example, light colours can make you feel bright towards your friends whilst darks colours make you feel lonely. Friends can also change the colour of your mood,for example, when you are feeling blue, your friends are like the colour white such as a piece of paper, charring you till you become a bright and happy colour and vice versa.

       Besides that,nature fulfils man's crave for colour. The sky can be clear and blue, but it can be dark with clouds, thus it reflects the glory of the rising sun and the brightness the setting sun. The sea which is normally blue is not really so all the time. The sea water can have different colours like blue, green, grey and many more.  People who do not observe carefully are not able to notice the shading of the world and are not able to enjoy this valuable side of life.

Besides that, colours can promote learning for children. Children's books are always filled with a variety of colour and shade, this cause them to have for interest in learning. Have you thought about how will a child react is his book is all dull and monochrome? The child itself will not enjoy the fun of learning.

Thus color does not only give pleasure, it also has a purpose. Imagine life without the color of nature! It would indeed be dull and monotonous: the sparkle of life will not he there. But every cloud has a silver lining, colours also has brought up problems. The whole problem of racial discrimination is connected with the color of the human skin. Men are still  in their narrow beliefs and have not yet learnt to value the variety of color and have not understood nature's purpose behind                                                                                                                                                             (480 words)

Theory with Minx!! 1: DHMIS!!

Guys! It's time to get the computer and scream! As the series "Don't Hug Me I'm Scared" is back!!!!
You know what this means?? THEORY TIME!!
If you do not know about this series, this is the summary of the story(spoiler alert!!) :
Don't Hug Me I'm Scared centres around three puppets. A child puppet, a bird puppet and a hairy puppet. Each symbolise an age, the child being the children stage, the bird being the teenager's stage and the hairy guy being the adulthood. These three puppets meet one or more others puppets  in each episode, who then attempts to teach them about topics such as time and creativity.
The antagonist of the series, in order are a notepad, a clock(Tony) , a butterfly, a computer, a spinach can and a piece of meat, and finally Roy, the father of the child puppet. Each antagonist gets their own episode with the exception of Roy who shows up in the background or, in the second episode, directly on screen periodically throughout the series.
There are many theories on the Internet but I'll try to support my own theory.

#Hairy just wanted his dream to come true.

If you had watched the whole series. You will know what is their thinking throughout the series, and you will probably know that hairy's ambition is to be a comedian, he likes to entertain people, but his timeline is adulthood, and people in their adulthood is to earn money, therefore working is a must to do. He thinks that adults now a days only know how to work and having a boring life and if you had watched the last episode, you can see he tries to entertain his boss during work, but failed miserably, including during the show itself. But soon you will notice Roy, sitting at the place where hairy sat not long ago. And crash, the timeline switch.
If you don't get that part. Well... It means that in order to be a successful comedian, you need a manager, and Roy is the manager, trying to ruin hairy's life but consuming him, mentally. Hairy later found out that he is spoiling  his test subject's life by making more puppets, even though the test subject, being his manager's son. When he saw the switch, his first question being:"I wonder what will happen ". He does not know how to fix his mess, but he is trying. But Roy doesn't allowing him to end the child's suffering, but Roy failed. Letting the three puppets. Live their own episode, their own life. Without Roy. Thus resetting the timeline.
If you have a better theory, comment down below and tell me what you got. :P

Flag Day!

Yay flag Day is back! Time to collect donations around the markets and housing area. Till now we have manage to collect much and have fun. Even though the weather  is a problem and some 'unfriendly'  people. We still felt happy, knowing that we could help someone in the future. As what we told. We sacrifice our time to save others. Therefore 'kita berhikmat untuk negara'. Service for our mankind. Thee slogan that brings us the determination to conduct this programme :)

Vent

This week I'm going to talk about an app named Vent.
This app is sorta like Facebook, but it has an added feature, like you can put your emotions, your feelings and others. Now you may think that this is a place of telling vlog and others but the truth is, some of the people there are people who have problems with their life, like abuse and others. But don't get me wrong, this place is a place that let them express themselves, with the help of others. And yes, I met some of them, and I know about their stories. Some of them had a hard time and some of them are like me, trying to help the others. :) there are not much to talk about it but, it's nice to help around,making someone smile. Cause if you can't help them physically, help them mentally.

Friends

Replacement for June the 11th
Friends ~
Hey there, I can't really think of a title for this week, but I guess I can talk about this.
This not really a talk but I want to talk about my friends.
In my whole life of schooling, I could say that I have been into many groups, each years is different because our chance of being in a same class is ehhh.... Small. But from all the groups I have been, I guess the most nerd/silly/crazy group was... Well, Craymination group. I can't say others was bad, but I guess this group lead me to meeting other people that I may or may not talk about, next time :)
Our group consist of 7 people, from the punny ones, to the grammar nazis. Each having their own character. Some of you guys I have only met this year and some  from primary school. Even though you guys will not understand me fully, but I won't get mad, sometimes I don't get my self either. But you guys need to understand yourself. Sometimes, we can't get everything  we want, the same way as we thought. But things come and go, your parents may not understand you. But don't worry, your result isn't the end of your line, be positive and strong. And never let people pull you down :)
I know some of you guys will be reading this, but don't questions much XD

Family

Replacement for May 28
Family, what can you think about? History, relationship, sibling? For me, is how your family thinks of you.
Being the oldest children in the family is hard, really hard to handle. Everything is your fault, your problems, your thing. My problem always comes from my cousin sister, she's like the cause of an armageddon. She comes toy house every Monday to Friday as her both  parents are working, but that doesn't stop her from sending her chaos over. Every single time she cause a problem, I am the one who gets the scolding, even of the mess is cause when I'm not around in the house. Like seriously, when I want to scold her, I'm the one who always gets back the scolding because my grandmother 'loves'  her to much. My grandmother also like to compare my results with hers, I mean, she's 10 and I'm 16,and that's not fair, even though she always gets the fifth LAST PLACE in the class, my grandmother still scolds me for getting such a bad result. She found it so 'fun' that she wished I was dead just because I always correct her by telling her to stop creating chaos . And this happen, big time. That why, from that time onwards, I didn't really bother much of her, cause she doesn't think of me as her sister, nor a cousin.

Moral value of the blog:never get to close to people who hates you, especially you're relative.

Annual charity dinner

618.never been this busy before.
Today was the Annual Charity Dinner for St John Ambulance Malaysia. It was a fun experience for me as I never attend a charity dinner before!
A few days before June the 18 the Annual Charity Dinner for St John Ambulance Malaysia. Ke Ran asked me to help out and I was like sure. She then told me that me and my friend will be in charge of prize giving on stage. On the day itself, I was excited yet nervous cause I never take charge before, tall about the stage where everyone will be looking at you! My favourite part was when Dato Low Bin Tick was standing beside me. We had some short conversation during the prize giving. I was surprised when he said he remember my grandfather (which I later asked him about). I mean, the head of St John Ambulance Malaysia, being the classmate of your family member. Anyways the day when smoothly but with some small technical issues.. But other was great :D.
Today is the birthday of a great cartoon animator, that is Alex Hirsch, the creator of the show Gravity Falls! And Ariel Hirsch, the twin sister of Alex Hirsch. Anyways, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! Thanks for the wonderful adventure that you have brought us fandom. Without you, mysteries around oregon will not be as fun as now :) happy 618!

Essay about colours

This week:An essay about colours

The world of nature is colorful yet cheerful. Right from the sky above to the sea below,  the world is full of richness of color. The human eye and the human mind respond to this world of color and identify themselves with it. So, what can colours benefit to us?

When a person is cheerful and bright we refer to him as a 'colourful personality', similarly the different colours are used to indicate human moods and attitudes: blue is associated with sadness, green with disguise and red with anger. Colours is also used to relieve tension. Psychologists have investigated the effect of colour on the working ability of workers and have come to the conclusion that certain colors are more conducive to Positive thinking than others.

Other than that, colours can make up the colours of friendship. For example, you can feel bright about your friends whilst darks colours make you feel lonely. Friends can also change the colour of your mood, when you are feeling blue, your friends are like the colour white, charring you till you become a bright colour and vice versa.

Nature fulfils man's crave for colour . The sky can be clear and blue, it can be dark with clouds, it reflects the glory of the rising sun and the brightness the setting sun. The sea which is normally blue is not really so all the time. The sea water can have different colours like blue, green, grey and many more.  People who do not observe carefully are not able to notice the shading of the world and are not able to enjoy this valuable side of life.

Besides that, colours can promote learning for children. Children's books are always filled with a variety of colour and shade, this cause them to have for interest in learning. Have you thought about how will a child react is his book is all dull and monochrome? The child itself will not enjoy the fun of learning.

Thus color does not only give pleasure, it also has a purpose. Imagine life without the color of nature! It would indeed be dull and monotonous: the sparkle of life will not he there. But every cloud has a silver lining, colours also has brought up problems. The whole problem of racial discrimination is connected with the color of the human skin. Men are still  in their narrow beliefs and have not yet learnt to value the variety of color and have not understood nature's purpose behind this.

The Wow Factor

This week:The Wow Factor
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What's a wow factor? The wow factor is a quality or feature that is extremely impressive.This week it was quite a normal week, but there's one thing that really make me go 'wow' in a weird way. Have you ever thought of eating bizarre food like cricket, snake, rat and so on? I won't dare to eat if I were you. There's one teacher in my school who dare to eat all this bizarre stuff, and her name is Pn. Ho, our physics teacher. During her physics period, she told us about how's her childhood being a Sarawakian. She also told us that they eat whatever they see such as squirrels, snakes and so on. She even told us that her grandmother used to eat newborn mice by wrapping it in cabbage. That truly make us wow in a weird way XD. But anyhow, it's your choice to belive it or not.

deCIPHER

Listen to the song for more inspiration https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=0bnKFd_gzC0
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Everything is colourless. It's grey, dark and empty. The only thing he can see is  a shack in the middle of the forest. 'It's this a dream?' He thought. Dipper decided to look around, trying to find out where is 'here'. Suddenly, he hears the voice that he hope never to be heard again. "Hey kid, I know you can hear me. Hey kid I know you can see~" the voice echo thru the forest. It's sounded like the demon is singing a song. "Hey kid, things are 'bout to get crazy. So just sit right there and you listen to me~" the demon's echos are getting louder, indicating he is getting near  to the curious child, despite that Dipper already know him for quite a summer. "I've seen more than you can imagine, I've heard thing that torture your soul~" The child now can see the dream demon, twisting his cane whilst singing his own song. "Join me and we'll both get ahead kid, shake my hand then, well both have it all~" Dipper knows that that all knowing demon, named Bill Cipher, will stop at nothing just to get the deal done. "Side with me kid, I'll have your back. Count me in when confidence is all you lack. Price is simple, rather sparing. Time is slipping, life is choice so let's start living." Bill continue to sing, not caring what's the kid going to do next. "Bill, no matter what you say, or sing. I'm not going to accept the deal, not in a thousand years" Dipper shouted.

Bill now know that no matter what, the kid won't change his mind. But perhaps, there's one way. Cutting the kid's confidence and trust off of this little pine tree.

"You know that you've always been different. They will drag you down don't you see? It's tough but you got to be brave, they're just dead weight you gotta cut away to be free~"he continue singing, trying to manipulate the young saplings mind, mentally. Dipper tried to speak, but instantly stop by the dream demon himself. "You know that they'll try to deceive you, your hunches were right from the start. You don't have to sit and play good boy, take a stand and tear this world apart!" The demon sang loudly, feeling the fear spreading fast towards the kid. Bill started to show that kid's own memories, bringing back the time when his own family betrayed him.

By now, Dipper felt scared, but more hatred towards his own family, his own twin, Mable. The more bad memories flood back, the more he felt unfair. He felt like his family showed more kindness towards Mable, but not him. Bill know that 'pine tree's' feeling is getting more and more complicated so he decided to crush him mentally. Bit by bit, after all, you gotta eat an elephant bit by bit and not whole.

"Time draws short you've gotta make up your mind. I don't offer these things everyday. Little tree how big that you could grow up? If you'll just say the word and you'll let me stay. "Bill smirked, knowing that when the kid give up his hopes, he will come straight to the dream demon for help." Side with me kid, I'll have your back. Count me in when confidence is all you lack. Price is simple, rather sparing. Time is slipping, life is choice so let's start living." He repeated, continue to wash off  the kid's sanity.

As for Dipper, the more it gets intense, the more his nervous, yet scared. But his forgetting something important, that's is he is in the dreamscape. That means the weaker he gets, the easier the demon wants to consume him.

"Don't let go of this opportunity, cause there's no guarantee it'll last. What say you little pal have we got a deal? Haven't got all day so you'd best think fast! "He continue to sing finish the song. Smiled, knowing the kid is at the last bit of his sanity, patiently waiting for the correct time to strike.

"Side with me kid, I'll have your back. Count me in when confidence is all you lack. Price is simple, rather sparing. Time is slipping, life is choice so let's start living." and with that, Bill started the blue flame on his hand, waiting to seal his deal. As for Dipper, he lost his trust towards others, shake his hand with the almighty dream demon, not thinking of the consideration and consequences.

"Hey pine tree, it's fun sealing the deal with you, cause YOU'RE MY PUPPET NOW! "with that, Bill pull out Dipper's soul and put his into the meatsack, claiming as his own.
" now if you don't mind, I have some chaos to create. Now remember, reality is an illusion, the universe is a hologram buy gold BYEEEE."with that, the demon vanish. Leaving Dipper alone, stuck in the mindscape, waiting for some miracle to happen.

Freedom Writters#2

This week:
Describe how writing in journals(In the movie Freedom Writters) helps transform the lives of the students. How does writing 'free' the students from their pain.
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In the movie, Ms. Gruwell given each of her students a journal so that they could write their daily stories in it, whether is about the past, present, or future. They can write poems, draw or anything in this journal, the main condition is that they must write it everyday.

So here's the question, do you have a journal/diary? Why do you need one? In the movie Freedom Writters, Ms. Gruwell had make her students to express themselves indirectly through the journals. Writing in the journals helps them to understand more about their experiences, their environment, their own feelings. It helps them to remove their stress,pain, depression and anxiety. This journal makes them feel like their talking to someone about their feelings. At the same time helping them to move on without feeling guilty of anything. Like me, I always write my feelings in an e-journal so that I could let go some 'weight' of my shoulder cause life is hard, not everyone will listen to us, sometimes they even think we're doing something wrong yet useless. This is why students nowadays feeling  stress out, thinking the only ways to be happy is to be away... But anyway, back to my point. Writing in journals can help us being  us, in an easy way.

Freedom Writers

This week topic:Freedom Writers
My friends and I had watched a movie in our library last Tuesday, the movie is called:Freedom Writers (2007).To me, this movie has a educational yet interesting plot. For example, Mrs Erin Gruwell found a way to harmonies the class in a fascinating way. The students had so much fun in their freshmen until their seniors. But the most important part is about the relationship between them. She manage to create a bond between them like no other teachers. She had also help her student to express them self, thus making them feel like their home. I love this movie so much I actually watch this twice but I still do not know how to express it :P but yah. This movie is 10/10,totally will recommend it.

A new friend

Meeting new people is always exciting yet fun, especially in schools. Going to school and making new friends helps us improve our social interaction . It also helps expose you to many different kinds of personalities and races . I was excited yet nervous when I know that I'm joining 4 Angsana this year. I didn't really know what to expect as many of my classmates were people I had seen before but never really got the chance to know them personally.

After joining 4 Angsana, my friends and I had created a group of 8, but I'm going to talk about one of them. One of the new friend I met is Lee Houng. Lee Houng is the type of person that you'll never understand until you became his friend. He's crazy and smart. He could be a hyper type when you get to know his fandom(Aka Undertale).

I hope we can be crazy fandom people with Lynn and the other and maintain the group till the end of our schooling days

A mysterious package

One morning, when I was taking stroll along the neighbourhood. Everything looks usual, the same old cheerful kids playing in the playground, the same old birds chirping around. I decide to take a turn to the beach, trying to rest along the sea side. As I march down the stairs to reach the beach, I saw something sparkling, shining among the sand. I quickly yet quietly took a few steps near the shining item. When I clean the sand off the item, I found out that it is a mysterious package! I then picked it up and bring it home.After I reached home, I constantly pacing around my room, wondering what's inside. After some time, I decided to open it out. Once I open it, It was a empty bottle. I laughed, thinking of all kinds of stuff I can find I side the box. After I cleaned up the place I threw the box and the bottle away. Knowing that in some other dimension, there will be a message inside the empty bottle.

Earth Day

FYI, I actually did this before but apparently it got deleted so yah.

This week is based on a question about the Earth :) 
Q: When is Earth Day celebrated? In paying homage to Mother Earth, how do we preserve the sanctity of Earth against pollution and destruction?

Earth,its like a majestic soul.It creates life and things.But humans nowadays tend to destroy mother Earth,such as polluting the nature,destroying natural habitats and even make life extinct.Thats why we need 'Earth Day'.Earth Day is an annual event created to celebrate the planet’s environment and raise public awareness about pollution. The day of this event is on April 22th.So,How can Earth Day help us in preserving the sanctity of Earth against pollution and destruction? During the Earth day,Different types of campaign will be organised,such as 'plant a tree'campaign ,talks and lectures about the the beauty of Earth and so on.Besides that,we could always teach people about our world eventhough its not April 22.For example,teachers can teach the students about the awareness of the Earth and the causes of the pollution  any time,anywhere,anyday.

So,do you know when was the first Earth day?

 The first Earth Day was celebrated in 1970 on college campuses across the U.S. and was the invention of Gaylord Nelson, a former Democratic U.S. senator from Wisconsin whose idea for Earth Day was born out of watching the momentum of the student-led anti-war protests of the 1960s and his frustration with D.C. gridlock over enacting environmental protections. "It was a gamble," Nelson said of the movement. “But it worked."

 

“We have met the enemy and he is us.” -- Walt Kelly

 

 “Only when the last tree has died and the last river been poisoned and the last fish been caught will we realize we cannot eat money.” -- Cree Indian proverb

 

 “A true conservationist is a man who knows that the world is not given by his fathers, but borrowed from his children.” -- John James Audubon

 

“For 200 years we've been conquering nature. Now we're beating it to death.” -- Tom Mcmilian

FYI, I actually did this before but apparently it got deleted so yah.

Life

Replacement for 4 of June ~

Life. It could be happy, fun, cheerful and full of memories. life could be cruel, bad and mad. But from all those thing, it's you who decides your path. Some people is born wealth, some people is born poor. But it's not them to decide their birth. It's God. For me, I'm just a regular girl having an abnormal mind.
Even though I could say I'm still be growing teenager, I have meet a lot of different people. Some may come from wealthy family, some may be Dato. Some, well may have been though a lot of things, but not matter how much you been through, you must stay determine :)

Malaysia

Malaysia, the land of many. Even though our  languages are English, Bahasa Malaysia and Chinese. We tend to mix all languages in one go

https://youtu.be/tsN4EZuVt10

Giving a helping hand

https://youtu.be/85P2iMHfzKw

A single move can change someone's live

Valentines day

Valentines day. What do you all think about? Flowers? Chocolate?? Confessions?? I think it about the ture passion in that desire relationships, but sometimes valentines could be your favourite family members or your best friends so it's your choice to decide. Valentine's Day, also called Saint Valentine's Day or the Feast of Saint Valentine, is an annual holiday celebrated on February 14. Besides that, the Chinese also have their own valentines day called `Chap Goh Meh'. It's almost the same except their write their name and phone number on a orange and toss it into a river. The orange is later picked up by a person then he or she will call the phone number that is listed there. I actually have nothing to say about valentines day but eh...I have only short fact about valentines like   In Victorian times it was considered bad luck to sign a valentine's Day card. Anyways.. Have a belated valentines day  :)

Valentines poem

Hey guys! This is my first time blogging so yeah.. (heh) enjoy :)

From My Heart 
A million stars up in the sky, 
One shines brighter I can deny. 

A love so precious a love so pure, 
A love that comes from me to you. 

The angels sing when you are near, 
Within your arms I have nothing to fear. 

You always know what to say, 
Just talking to you makes my day. 

I love you darling with all my heart, 
Together forever and never apart.