Portals:Part 1

*this will be sets to part so that i cam finish my blog with at least a topic to write about*

Portals, what’s the first thing you think about? The game? A hole in space? Yeah almost...

it may sounds crazy when you mix some scientist like Einstein, Hawking and few others but the game Portal is more crazy than you think! Valves, your game have brought many of us to the point of carefully measured and delivered application of mind altering substance is the only way we can make some sense into your portal guns, but…… thankfully through some clever thinking and lots of madness , finally we know how is portal made.

People have been asking how portal have been made, through physics, spaces, Einstein and so other that I am in the point that I am writing this down here because I have nothing to write about and I’ll be damned kill if I don’t (unless that guy comes again and ruin my day saying how stupid and dumb my English sounds, FU*K you)

Now before I start writing things that no one will understand(in a point of science and English)here’s a note, do not read this post if you hate English and science or you cannot understand any of it.so please, get out if you do not want your brain to be dead. If you insist, then hold on because I am not turning this car around.

*Please be mind that portals can be utterly earth shatteringly frightening but the science behind it is exciting complex but is okay, this proofs that you can ask or burn your physics teacher’s mind about how much space formula you’ll unravel …

But before that ,let’s talk about what’s portal(as in the game)

The game retains Portal's gameplay elements, and adds new features, including tractor beams, laser redirection, bridges made of light, and paint-like 'gels' accelerating the player's speed, allowing the player-character to jump higher or place portals on any surface. These gels were created by the team from the Independent Games Festival-winning DigiPen student project Tag: The Power of Paint. In the single-player campaign, the player controls protagonist Chell, awoken from suspended animation after many years, who must navigate the now-dilapidated Aperture Science Enrichment Center during its reconstruction by the reactivated GLaDOS, a powerful supercomputer. The storyline introduces new characters, including Wheatley (Stephen Merchant) and Cave Johnson (J. K. Simmons). Ellen McLain reprised the role of GLaDOS. Jonathan Coulton and The National each produced a song for the game. Portal 2 also includes a two-player cooperative mode, in which the robotic player-characters Atlas and P-Body (both voiced by Dee Bradley Baker) are each given a portal gun and are required to work together to solve puzzles. Valve provided post-release support for the game, including additional downloadable content and a simplified map editor to allow players to create and share test chambers with others.Portal is like the main thing in the game and without it,youre basically stuck in there.

Two steps from heaven TVB series

Hey there! Have you heard of "two steps from heaven"? It's a TVB series. Here's the synopsis of the series 😊

Sheldon Chun (Bosco Wong), Sean Fung (Edwin Siu), and Tim Yau (Louis Cheung) are the “Iron Triangle” of The Rainmakers, a well-known and influential public relations company in Hong Kong. With their canny tongues and sharp wit, the three PR masters slide smoothly into the upper layers of society.

Under fate’s calling, Sean re-encounters ex-girlfriend Max Ku (Priscilla Wong) and her younger brother Ted (FAMA’s 6-Wing), who turn out to be the children of a powerful real estate mogul Ku Fuk-sang (Pat Poon). Under the leadership of Max’s older half-sister Selina (Alice Chan), the business becomes one of the top players in Hong Kong’s real estate industry. With Max pulling the ropes behind the scenes, the PR trio enter a period of prosperity, and they do whatever they can to make their way to the top.

But the higher they climb, the more they have to lose. They eventually forsake their families, loved ones, friends, and even their dignity—all because of one woman.

After watching finish this series, I can believe that it make me mad, shocked and a whole lot more! If you're interested in PR, inter war against economic and violence (and lust if you are okay with that) then this is a must watch series for you!

The semicolon project

Have you ever seen a semicolon tattoo? Or a semicolon movement?
Not much people hear about it, but there's not less people are in the movement. Let's talk about the history shall we?
This began in the spring of 2013, when Project Semicolon Founder, Amy Bleuel wanted to honor her father whom she lost to suicide. Through the semicolon symbol many related to the struggle of depression, addiction, self-injury and suicide and their will to continue on. The title, “Project Semicolon,” also represented a goal – to believe that this is not the end but a new beginning.

As the days passed and the project was developed further, it became clear that this symbol was not just about one person. We heard from people longing to continue their story and live a life that would inspire others to continue on as well.

Over the years Project Semicolon has become much more than just one person honoring a parent. Through musician support and social media, the message of hope and love has reached a big audience in many different countries, more than we could have ever anticipated.

Project Semicolon is honored to be a part of those continuing stories, and to be an inspiration to those who are struggling.

The semicolon is an important piece of punctuation and is a perfect symbol for those who are struggling. As Amy says, “A semicolon is used when an author could've chosen to end their sentence, but chose not to. The author is you and the sentence is your life.”

This is why when you saw a semicolon tattoo or a temporary tattoo, don't look low on them, as you never know what they have been through before. And me myself, have joined the movement for the better of those who had been through.

It's holiday! Totally boring! XD

Finally, it's the year end holiday! And in my country /place, there's usually the good news, and the bad news. Usually is only bad news but it depends on your family.
Usually the good news is that you can take the holiday off. For example, your parents will bring you for a vacation, sometimes you get to go to the museum or a science park. Other times, you get the best deal and to us it's the best coupon  to redeem 😂😂. This so called coupons can be known as "no homework month" because Asian parent tend to give us a lot, I say A LOT of homework.
Now, not just our parents are giving us work. but our "beloved" head master is pushing all our subject's teachers to give us homework for the rest of the holiday! I mean, come on its holiday. Cut us some slack!
So back to holidays or aka our slacking holiday season XD

Other than that, holiday is also the time where you can know whether your parents is giving- I mean talk bad about you. Trust me, if you wanna know, it must be now. Sometimes this will turn out to be pretty bad because they maybe saying stuff like :"oh, why is my child like this/why is my child so stupid and useless " and so on. Yes this is all the insults I get before and I'm kinda(?)  use too it? But anyways, parents are too much and their the main reason students these days rather commit suicide than talking to them about their problems.
Think about it, parents these days only know how to scold us, insult us. Did they ever compliment us, say oh, you have improved in your results even though it's only an improvement of 5 marks?? Do they??? Now a days as long as you're not first in class, you're consider stupid, useless pathetic. That's why I hate those parents, I can't trust them. How many times they betrayed you, how many times they scold you out of no reason, and you want to to admit all that? What you ever consider us as your child?

Ah, I can't just stop all the ranting just like this 😅😅anyways, thank you for your support.

The memories? Nah, the nightmare memory

Memories, oh everyone have at least one beautiful memory. Like how they enjoyed their holiday, how they scored their paper and so on.

But I do have something to vent about. On the last day of school when I was walking around in the  school where suddenly my classmates asked whether I wanna follow them to other classes. I was going to say yes until they ask which class I wanna go, like which class I have good friends, or even friends.
I declined the offer immediately. I not saying that I'm being a meanie of something. Is just that everyone has their own friends, and I don't want to just brag in them. Even though everyone is always,"oh youre lucky to have so many friends/oh you have friends on almost every class? Cool! " and so on. I'm actually being fed up to this comments so much I felt like sewing up their mouths. I'm saying this because most of my friends now going around saying :" oh,  I have only had that ONE best friend in my WHOLE LIFE. "I can't believe there's some who also says that they have NO friends in school like they don't even know who the heck their talking to. Like, hello??? Does that mean I'm just a lost soul in school, so that you can't pretend to have NO FRIENDS??
now a days people just like to pretend to others. Come on, can't you just take a cup of water/tea/bleachcauseyouknowyoubeingthepretenderandothers and think about your life. Are you sure that you never meet me? Actually I don't even mind already after all this years. in fact, I wish that I could be far away from here, and enjoy myself, especially away from those people who thinks that I'm a ghost and my 'beloved' of cousin sis who wish that I was dead so badly. Oh I know, the days is near. You're wish is going to be real very soon you little twine.

If any of you have a friend like this, you can always share this song with them. Trust me, is either they bully you of fear you😊😁
https://soundcloud.com/fandom-artist-347/spoilers-well-meet-again-bill-cipher-cover

The fear of speaking

Glossophobia or speech anxietyis the fear of public speaking or of speaking in general. The wordglossophobia comes from the Greek γλῶσσα glōssa, meaning tongue, and φόβος phobos, fear or dread. Many people only have this fear, while others may also have social phobia or social anxiety disorder.
This is what came out of Google. It's like an anxiety. But I'm not talking about that today, I'm talking about the fear of speaking, which is will happen when you're trying to help a depressed person.
I have been in this situation a couple of times, and I honestly telling you. It hurts..
There's a few times where my friends is going through a lot of stressful times. Most of the time I just don't know what to say, or what to do.
This situation will always make you felt like you're useless, pathetic. But really inside, you're not.
This is not common as most of the people in this world is either brutally honest or just really bad. Fortunately, there's still people who are good.
This is one of the fears that, me myself is still trying to find the "cure"  to it.
If I ever find it, I'll add it to this post.
If you have any fear you want to talk about, feel free to drop a message 😄. I'll try to help :)
Thanks for reading this post and have a fantastic day.

Dimensions - the advance

Today, we are going to continue in the next 5 dimensions, which is the last five. (I mean, there's only 10)

In the sixth, we would see a plane of possible worlds, where we could compare and position all the possible universes that start with the same initial conditions as this one (i.e. the Big Bang). In theory, if you could master the fifth and sixth dimension, you could travel back in time or go to different futures.

In the seventh dimension, you have access to the possible worlds that start with different initial conditions. Whereas in the fifth and sixth, the initial conditions were the same and subsequent actions were different, here, everything is different from the very beginning of time.

The eighth dimension again gives us a plane of such possible universe histories, each of which begins with different initial conditions and branches out infinitely (hence why they are called infinities).

In the ninth dimension, we can compare all the possible universe histories, starting with all the different possible laws of physics and initial conditions.

In the tenth and final dimension, we arrive at the point in which everything possible and imaginable is covered. Beyond this, nothing can be imagined by us lowly mortals, which makes it the natural limitation of what we can conceive in terms of dimensions.
Yes,this is short. But this is most of the research that I did for now. Others, we are counting on our scientists to do.

An old vent from an old me.

Thinking back to the old days, I've always wonder..... Does friends treat you as their friends.
Yeah, stuff have been happening and stuff.... And I'm sorry for what had happened for this whole time. The thing is, people always say true friends stab you in front rather than your back.
Sometime, not all problems can be kept in your heart for a long time. And today, I want to let it out. Even if I'm going to get scold by them, like they always say. Truth hurts.
I don't want to talk much about others, but I just want to focus on this specific group. Called Craymination group.
My group tend to have special people, those who's smart as heck but they still have humour in them. People who almost every time have a crush on someone(truth!)  but seem to be okay with it. And others...
I don't even know how or what to start with. Well.... One way or another. (I'm going to name by a short name so yeah) Nora, you're always the one who's determine, but we all have the same problem, parents. Yes, parents can be  stubborn, but think about it. If you're them, and your child is a person who is short tempered, always wants to succeed but sleeps in class. If I were them, I'll be afraid for your future too you know(even we're friends).I'm sorry if I over cared and you dislike it. But I hoped that things will change for the good. Respect and appreciate your parents, you never know when will they be gone. And till then, it's too late.
Dear L, I know, I said this before.
"For what you have said, you look like you want to give yourself up. But it was a vice versa, and you had made people to believe that they failed, helping you. Thus telling them, that because of us, had make you gone. " I won't mind If you use this quote, I won't mind anymore. I always thought that if I help you, you may change. Guess your mother had pushed you to the end. I'm so sorry if I made you mad, including the time when we argued in the group, but that's besides the case now. The thing is, you said you always understand. But do you understand that if the more you ignore your mom's advice, won't your mom do the things that you never wanted? Is it because of what you did in the past, to cause this future? I can debate on this topic, as me myself does not have a mom to even relate to this. Reason that I'm acting differently before the exam week? I'm observing this group, seeing what will happen if I'm not around, despite that the only thing I can do is, make things worst. I never get what do you mean of you're the cause of it. No matter how many times I had made you, Lee and A to be mad at me, I over cared. Guess I always think of others before myself. Other things that you want to know, just ask, even if the question can make us be scared and cry. It's okay.
Lee, yes, my English will never be as good as yours. But it's okay, I'm learning, from you guys. Thanks you for letting me be a part of the group. Even if I'm not as good as you guys.
And I'm sorry for spoiling your book. Really sorry...
T. H, M, and K, just continue to be awesome. Thanks for helping me in my daily confusion towards a subject XD. And never forget on all the ship that you guys have done. It's funny, and I'll accept it, including the ones that you guys joke about on me and the others, I'm not mad. But truth to be told, it's funny.
R, life isn't it? You seems to be the quiet one sometimes. But I hope you can join more in our random chat of the day though, thanks for helping me in my essays, and not laughing about my mistake like the other two.
In this group, I always ask:"will I ever for in in this group? Will I finally be the normal kid? Will my friends just be my friends for that year, and go? I'm always scared, all the jokes, the laughter, I don't think is real anymore. I'm always afraid that I might screw up. I scared I'll lose my actual friends. I'm scared... That I'll be alone....

I have no talent at all, I cannot cycle, don't even start on unicycle. I can't write poets, I can't  write fantastic essays that can blow people's minds off. I can't understand maths in one go. I can't even draw. But you guys can, and you appreciate it. And I'm here, trying to find my talent. Even if it takes off my life. 

But all things come to an end, I just hoped that all things can come to a good turn for you guys, and me.

https://soundcloud.com/adham-safena-1/the-ghost-song

Once..

Once there's a girl, who's living a normal life. Till she went to secondary school.
In there, she found many type people. The fun people, the nerds, the social people, the helpful ones. But then came those people, this are the people whom she hate and tried to avoid. The girlys ones, the popular students, the sassy ones.
Oh, how she wish to have the best year of school. But it never came.
Funny, oh how people always say that they are your friend. But on the other side, they tell people that they don't have any friends in school.
She always thinks that she's a ghost in school, but she is okay with that since they don't want you to be their real friends, why waste your time on those bastard?
Life is long, but short at the same time. You never know when are you going to die, so live while you're here .
Friends, or best friend, or even good friends. Should always know when's the limit of it. If you really appreciate them as your friend, you won't go around, not admitting them as an only human, but a friend. Not going around say nobody understand you, not going around saying that no one is your friend. Don't even say that you never had a friend in school. Cause you, my friend. Are saying those years, the people who had talked to you, be with you, have fun with who. Is literally a disgrace to be your friend, scratch that, to be a living being to talk to you. The words that you have been saying, are like knives, stabbing the people that still here, thinking about you as a good friend. Maybe we won't understand you fully. Maybe, we're not worth your while.... At all.
But maybe, when one day, when all of us are gone. Maybe till then, you'll appreciate us.

That one rich farmer

Once there lived a rich farmer, his name is Mr. Lee. Later years on, he had two sons. The older son named Joshua whilst the younger son named Steven. Since young, they had been living together happily and free.
But years went by, until they reach their age of adulthood. Mr. Lee decides to split his shares into two,giving it to his both sons. Joshua was glad with his share, which is half of the land and he began to earn money by improving the land and hiring more workers to work at the farm. Steven, however, is not really happy with  his share. Slowly, he began to get restless because he was unhappy with his lot. He sees that his older brother is earning a lot of money while he is  earning nothing besides his small business in the city.

One day, Steven decided to talk to his father about the share that he was unhappy about.

“Father, I want to talk to you about the shares that you gave us.” Steven said.

“What's wrong with it son? Aren't you happy about it?” Mr. Lee questioned his son with a weak tone.

“I don't feel that the share is fair,we had the shares but  Joshua is earning more than I, I think Joshua’s land is better than mine, therefore I need a bigger shares rather than a piece of land in the farm.”Steven said.

“Son, you know I'm a fair guy. Besides, Joshua knows who to manage his land, why can't you follow his steps to success? This decision had been made for quite a long time, I advise you to just stick to your own share and manage it wisely.”his father advised him.

“No means no, I can wait and see my money flow being so slow. Besides, you're old and ignorant. Of course you won't listen to me, you only listen to your precious Joshua, aren't you!?I'm going back to my room.”Joshua shouted in a stern voice and left the room, leaving his father in shocked.

The next day his father decided to meet his younger son and decided to tell him that he is giving a third of his property.

But later then, Steven decided to sell his share of the property and left for another country. He began to led a luxurious life, he then decided to spent a lot of his money on gambling. Bit by bit, he then spend all of his money on casinos and betting. He later became a pauper and regret that he did not listen to his father's advise.

Holiday, what a stress!

Holiday, what do you think of? Traveling around, relax, stress free? To me.... Well, I'm 24/7 stress now 😅😅 I'm having 22+ homework, including tuition. And I need to settle it by wed cause my brain told me too. Besides, we students have the thinking of "not having good results is equals to going to be look down in community, especially parents and teachers.
Like me, my English results have never been in flying colours before, not even a good marks. And I still need to balance out my other results such as add maths and so on.
Like what the physiologist people had told, students with 24/7 stress is most likely to fail their test, causing them to be looked down. In a more serious case, it could lead to depression and suicide.
People always say that students only know how to play games, watch YouTube and so on. So you're telling me that you have never touch YouTube before? You had never take a break from community? Have you been studying /working for 24/7¿?
Admit it, all of us always wanted the "stress free days"  to come along. But the truth is, economic is going downhill, and life is tough now. I know, you know, we all know.... Well except for some people who always only know how to buy those expensive make up and fashion. And never care of their studies....
I'm going to stop venting here, the next thing you know I'm going to talk about the government 😅😅
So yeah..... Stay tune.

The 5th dimension (transition words pt2)

Today, we are going to talk about something deep. The fifth dimension. People say it's an illusion just to make people think it's fake, yes we cannot experience it in real life as a fifth dimensions Contrast with redefine a fourth dimension’s reality. But, we can feel the fifth dimension  mentally.

We are living during a monumental time in which humanity is experiencing a shift to higher consciousness. We are shifting from 3rd dimension consciousness to 5th dimension consciousness. The following is what one may experience once they have reached 5th dimension consciousness and beyond:
When a person reaches 5th dimension consciousness, they may experience existing in a permanent state of peace, bliss, love, and joy. No effort is required on their part to remain in this state. This takes place naturally and automatically. All dissonant energy is automatically filtered out.
In addition to automatically existing in a permanent state of peace, bliss, love, and joy, people who have reached 5th dimension consciousness may begin to automatically see themselves in everyone whether it be humans or animals. They may also begin to automatically feel love for everyone.
Furthermore, no negative thoughts stream into the mind of a person who has reached 5th dimension consciousness. In fact, all negative thoughts are automatically filtered out of their mind.
The mind is also automatically quiet without the constant chatter that flows into the 3rd dimension mind. In fact, there are not very many thoughts that enter a mind that has reached 5th dimension consciousness unless the thoughts are necessary in moving them from one event or moment to the next event or moment.
When a person reaches 5th dimension consciousness, their perception of time may slow down considerably. Time on the clock of the wall may seem to pass by more quickly, but the mind does not perceive that very much time has passed. This may be compared to what is said happens when a person experiences physical death. During physical death, a person transitions from 3rd dimension consciousness to 4th dimension consciousness. It is said that while years may pass on the Earth, it may seem like only minutes have passed in the spirit world. Our perception of time slows down as we transition from 3rd dimension consciousness to 4th dimension consciousness during physical death. This is why it may seem that not much time has passed in the spirit world while a lot of time has passed on the Earth.

Merdeka! (transition words pt1)

So, what's Hari Merdeka?
Well, Hari Merdeka also known as Hari Kebangsaan (National day), refers to the day when the Federation 's independence from the British Empire was officially declared. At exactly 09:30 on 31 August 1957, the declaration was read by the first Chief Minister of Malaya, Tunku Abdul Rahman at the Merdeka Stadium in the presence of thousands of people including Malay Rulers , members of the federal government, and foreign dignitaries.
On 30th of August, my school had celebrated Merdeka as the actual day is a public holiday. This year's theme is sehati sejiwa. Aka one heart one soul. What's the meaning of it? Well, it means that we need to put our hearts together to make a better Malaysia, not physically, but mentally. Although our country is in a stable conditions,it will be much better if be can improve through our society like the problem about 1MDB and such, but that's besides the case now. So back to the story, We were so excited , partially because we can skip quite a lot of classes 😁. Besides, who won't be excited about Merdeka. It marks our nation's independence day! There was a prize giving ceremony, and I'm surprised that I won 5th place for pertandingan pendidikan moral(even though my drawing is... Not amusing 😅😅😅)
My school had also decided to give each of us RM3 coupon for recess, but my friends and I didn't not use it as the line to buy food is so long it felt like is going to take eternity like really, they need to reconsider this as there is like a thousand students trying to buy from a same stall. So we decided to go to the  koperasi and buy drinks. Besides that, we have also decided to picnic in the class with the food that we bought from home. Even though most of my friends were absence on that day, we had lot of fun in school. But it will be much better if they're there in the scene.
That's most of the Merdeka celebration that we had in school, till then, stay tune😁😁😁

Dear friends

Dear friends, its okay to tell me when I'm wrong...
Cause nobody's perfect in this world~
Dear friends, I'm sorry if I look crazy,
Cause I'm always scared, hurting you~

Dear friends, have you ever seen the real me?
Have you seen my tear, my fears, my emotion... ~
It's funny, how you guys always says,
That my life, is your dream...
I guess, you never understand it.
I guess, it's best to leave it like this. ~
Cause I know, you won't get it. And you'll never will, and never want to... ~~

Dear friends, if you seems to hate me,
It's okay, I'm used to it.
Just say it out, don't keep it in.
And there, you go...
Cause I know,
I'm the cause of everything..... ~

Dear friends, every time you say I'm hard working, because I have a reason.
To show the world, that I'm not dumb, useless, stupid like they thought.

Dear friends, if one day I lose my self...

Just let go. 

After all, this is just a blank dream, waiting for you to wake up 

From a nightmare. 

Pokemon Go, yay or nay?

As you can see, pokemon Go has been taking over the world by hand, or by game. And now, pokemon Go had came to Malaysia on August 5th. Now a days I can see people walking around, holding their phones to find some Pokemons. Some even cycle around their neighbourhood just to catch them, or even hatch the lucky eggs. Some who are well, desperate... Will drive while playing.
Because of the popularity of this game, many of my friends has also been playing this game, some may even have reached level 30 in such a short time. And so this game had been a hot topic to talk about in school. So the question is, Pokemon Go, yay or nay?
Before we start, let's talk about the concept of pokemon Go.
So what's the fuss about pokemon Go? Well, Pokémon Go is an augmented reality game app in which you walk around capturing virtual Pokémon in the real world and to blow your mind, In terms of app downloads for Android users, the game has already surpassed Tinder and is expected to surpass Twitter soon.
Let go through the pros and the cons shall we?
Pros :-
1)’s fun, so it provides positive reward in and of itself.Pokémon Go is fun and simple to play. This provides incentive for people to get off the couch and walk around their neighborhood.  which means that if you can go out and experience the positive rewards of healthy behavior, like going to the gym, then you are more likely to feel better and create a positive feedback loop to pursue more healthy behavior.
 2=The game is structured with clearly defined goals and step-wise levels.  Clear structure, immediate feedback, and attainable goals are all very helpful, especially for those with depression, to keep people interested and engaged. A lack of structure can keep people with low energy, fatigue, lack of motivation  and depressed mood .
 3)It's an easy conversation-starter and can help ease social anxiety. Social anxiety and depression are commonly marked by being socially withdrawn and feeling uncomfortable around other people. With social anxiety, it’s common to feel like you don’t fit in or that other people will judge you. This game has the flexibility to let you play alone but also to be around other people, so it gives you a way out if you want it but also the option to interact with others over something you share in common, so it's low risk interaction.

But now, what are the cons then?
1)it gets you outside, but you’re still on your phone. While the app does encourage outdoor play, you’re still plugged into technology. (As one teen pointed out to me: Watch out, the game will drain your batteries!) This may not change your life if you're already typically on your phone while walking outside.

 2)Playing the app makes you more distracted. The app itself features a disclaimer cautioning you to be alert and aware of where you’re going while you’re playing, but there have already been reports of injuries incurred when playing the game. It does put the mind into ablended reality state, in which you’re not quite in the real “present moment” since your eyes are focused on the phone looking at something that isn’t actually there in reality.
 3=The game puts you in a heightened "stressed" state. Since you’re technically trying to find and catch something, your body is most likely in a fight-or-flight state, meaning your adrenaline is pumping and your heart rate is a bit higher than usual. For a short period, this can be fun, but long-term, you can experience fatigue and feel more worn out, so it’s important to take breaks and make sure you’re not experiencing side effects of excessive gaming.
4) The game could cause you to spend more time on your phone and make you less social. Playing the game could actually make you less social and increase the time you're on your phone and not interacting with people "IRL." But this will vary based on an individual's experience.
 So yeah, this are the pros and cons about pokemon Go. If you want to see more about facts and random blog, comment, share and anything! Till then, bye!

Just a random vent.

Life, what have we become. What's happening....
Politics issues, religion issues, some even inter-issues, huh, don't even start talking about pokemon go.
Let's see from the people's view. Well, my view.
Ps:this is about me, not about the things I'd stated, I don't even wanna try to talk about it.
This week I have seen a lot of things, but mostly school issues. Yes, I use the word school issues.
Let's think:your friends was like, let's say, good friends. Suddenly acting strange, you will never know they will betray you right. Even if they use the word"hey, trust me, I can 'do'  this"
Don't even try, when you can't even past the first stage of being a friend, don't even say a good friend.
Yes, I seen worse. Who know, one day you're doing your group project, next thing you know the whole group decided to erase your name and the reason is 'she didn't do anything, please, the whole project thing? I did it my own, I didn't even, I say, even think to take away your name.
You could say past is in the past. But how will you forget if it happens, every year, every project, every time?
Sometimes even worse, I forgive you again and again and again, and what have you done? What did you choose? Talk back, that's all you did, talk back. Putting the blame on me, yeah yah, it's my fault. I'm that idiot who can see through that paper,I don't mind, did I blame you? No, why should I? Do you even know how many people, how many times they had called me idiot? Stupid? Useless?
"first time was a warning, next was a lesson, third was a mistake and fourth was a regret" that's one nice quote you know?
You don't. Even though your my good friend, you don't.
You think it's fun to even try to be happy? Don't even know what happened, and I'm not saying I'm 'hoping' for you to even check my vent, you don't know.
The way I always say that I miss last time because someone cared, the whole gang cared. They even know why am I acting like this, sometimes quite, sometime I can't control self, they know.
Maybe you know, but you're not showing.
Or its just me.
But anyways, after so long, I finally know where I'm standing.

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Open day

14 July 2016, the day that our school had our open day. So, what's open day? Open day is a day where early in the morning, parents with their children comes to school to know about the activities of their children. They will talk to our class teachers and know our results.
That morning, when I came to school, I was the first one to reach the class and usually 'tries' to sleep before the others come. Slowly, more of my friends came but not much. That day, only 18-19 of us came to school to take our so called 'report'. It was quite quiet that day until my friend bought game cards to school, it called 'fluxx'. We played the game whilst waiting for our parents to come. I manage to play 2 round of the game until my grandfather came. The rest just continue the game until their parents come.
After my grandfather spoke finish to the teachers, we went back home then later we went to my cousin's school.

Open day was okay except the part where lots of people was absent, maybe they don't want their parents to know? Or their just busy? Anyways this is the end of this week blog, stay tune!

Was it just a nightmare? (colours-narrative essay)

      Darkness,and that is all I can see.Not knowing what,when or why.Suddenly i heard a rustling voice,rasping toward me.Without thinking,i tried struggling to break free from what ever thing that is holding me back.I tried screaming for help,but not a single words came out from my mouth.it felt like I am stuck in the middle of the ocean.cannot feel yet speak.The person,or a guy spoke:"Don't move,your cuts could get worse."Shocked,I immediately calm down and stop the struggle."Good,now tell me,what can you remember?Like the last thing you did..."The guy asked then did some kind of magic that let me speak. Without asking, I answered,"Well, the last thing I remember is that it was night,and i was getting a drink in the kitchen ,and that's all."He went silent for quite sometime,then he replied."okay,I'm going to untie the blind fold"He did what he said,taking away my blindfold.

      "I can't express this.....place"I answered.This place,its like a colour palette.It has a dash of greenish blue in the sky,a dark pink shadow concealing the sun. Some part of the land is in an unexplainable colours, such as colours that is not supposed to be there. The is some abandoned looking houses, floating around like there is no gravity holding them except us. "huh, creepy right?" he chuffed. "but... Why am I here? What happened? How did I get here? Who are you? Where am I? Are you going to kill me or something?? Wh-" "woozy, settle down for a while, all this question is going to kill you " he barged in, laughing at the question and statements that I did, and possibilities of me going to do that again. "but to answer your questions. First, my name is Tad Strange , but you can call me Tad. Second, I just found you outside of my house garden, possibly that you have fallen down from somewhere. Where are you? Well you are in the nightmare realm of course. Why are you here? Well that I do not know." he guy, well, Tad answered. Until now, I only noticed his appearance. He wore a purplelish green like formal suit with a dark, charcoal black tail coat with a dark blueish tie. He also wears a black, long formal pants and black shoes.

      'nightmare realm? I'm pretty sure that I never heard of a place called nightmare realm... 'I thought for quite some time. "hey, starting to ponder in your mind I see. so my turn to question you back, what is your name and where did you came from?". He asked me back, in a bright way, I presume. "well, my name is Minx, and I'm from somewhere that you don't need to know." I answered not sure whether to trust him or not. "hey, you can trust me, I'm not like my brother you know." he scoffed. "huh, but I didn't..."  he cut me off again " of course you didn't, I read your mind silly." he laughed at the expression that I made. "um... Okay.. But-"  suddenly. Something, unspeakable happen.

     World going upside down. Colours are changing in a way that will make you upset, the houses that once levitate are now levitating upside down, in a funny way. Colours are dousing the houses and plants in colours that they not supposed to have. Suddenly two portals open up, one in the sky and one besides Tad. The one in the sky suddenly pulls out a few 'peoples'  or... Monsters...
"man that was fun, when are we going to do that again?? " one, small, grey, diamond shaped looking monster spoke." next time, krypton, next time. Now, where's is the mortal you have been talking about Pyronica? ". Said the yellow, pyramid looking demon." well, looks like this is your next stop Minx. "he spoke, but shuttered a little." but wait-"He then grab me and push me into the portal beside me. The portal is so colourful, it stared to make me dizzy and suddenly there's a pressure pushing me down the ground. Once I open my eye. I was in my room, laying on the floor. "what just.... Wait, what this?"  in my hand, is a square looking pendent. Inside looks like the so called nightmare realm. But instead of a picture, it was real, moving picture. And in my other hand, there was some writings on it. It says:"may we meet again, one sunny day. "

An Essay About Colours(2)

     Colours, what can you think about colours? Is it the big blue sky? Is it about the greenish grass? Colours can refer to many stuff such as emotions, feelings ,nature and much more. Our World is full of the richness of colours, yet sometimes we do not notice the positive site of them. The human eye and the human mind respond to this world of color and identify themselves with it, or you could say....without them, we will not understand them ,and we would not appreciate them. so, what can colours benefits us?

        As you can see or told, when a person is cheerful and bright we refer to him as a 'colourful personality', similarly the different colours are used to indicate human moods and attitudes. Colours such as blue is associated with sadness, green is told as disguise while red is associated with anger. Besides that, colours can also be used to relieve tension. Psychologists have investigated the effect of colour on the working ability of workers and have come to the conclusion that certain colors are more conducive to Positive thinking than others and vice versa.

       Other than that, colours can make up the colours of relationship, or to be specific,your friendship. For example, light colours can make you feel bright towards your friends whilst darks colours make you feel lonely. Friends can also change the colour of your mood,for example, when you are feeling blue, your friends are like the colour white such as a piece of paper, charring you till you become a bright and happy colour and vice versa.

       Besides that,nature fulfils man's crave for colour. The sky can be clear and blue, but it can be dark with clouds, thus it reflects the glory of the rising sun and the brightness the setting sun. The sea which is normally blue is not really so all the time. The sea water can have different colours like blue, green, grey and many more.  People who do not observe carefully are not able to notice the shading of the world and are not able to enjoy this valuable side of life.

Besides that, colours can promote learning for children. Children's books are always filled with a variety of colour and shade, this cause them to have for interest in learning. Have you thought about how will a child react is his book is all dull and monochrome? The child itself will not enjoy the fun of learning.

Thus color does not only give pleasure, it also has a purpose. Imagine life without the color of nature! It would indeed be dull and monotonous: the sparkle of life will not he there. But every cloud has a silver lining, colours also has brought up problems. The whole problem of racial discrimination is connected with the color of the human skin. Men are still  in their narrow beliefs and have not yet learnt to value the variety of color and have not understood nature's purpose behind                                                                                                                                                             (480 words)

Flag Day!

Yay flag Day is back! Time to collect donations around the markets and housing area. Till now we have manage to collect much and have fun. Even though the weather  is a problem and some 'unfriendly'  people. We still felt happy, knowing that we could help someone in the future. As what we told. We sacrifice our time to save others. Therefore 'kita berhikmat untuk negara'. Service for our mankind. Thee slogan that brings us the determination to conduct this programme :)